My Forgotten Love

The traumas

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Days passed so slowly. Days have turned in weeks, weeks have turned in months yet Natasha is asleep still. Sleeping as if she's waiting for her prince charming to wake her but unfortunately life isn't a fairytale.

Steve stayed by her side almost everyday. He doesn't hang out with anyone anymore, instead he took an advance lesson for him to level up quickly. It's not like he's not enjoying his school time but he needs to graduate early, he needs to start earning money for his upcoming child. He would never depend on his parent's money.

Natasha's been in coma for almost seven months now, her bump is quite big. Everyday he would visit Natasha and tell her what happened that day. It saddens him that they can't enjoy the pregnant phase of life. He imagined having a baby with her of course but more like Natasha's craving and mood swings, sonogram together but instead she's lying there, looking so lifeless.

"Hey baby! It's been quite a while now... Aren't you tired of sleeping? Our little princess is nearly due. We want you to experience the joy of delivering normally... Anyways enough of my dramas, Baby I'm taking an exam next month! Instead of being second year I'll be in fourth year already! Amazing right?" He told as he squeezed Natasha's hand and kissed her palm.

"Anyways I have to review at home baby, but I'll be back soon okay? Wake up for me. I love you my princess." He mumbles and pressed a light kiss on her lips and forehead.

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Natasha had to deliver the other way. It was a big risk and not easy. While cutting her abdomen open she would crashed. It took the doctors hours just to deliver her baby since her breathing would stop if not her heart does which gave them a hard time.

However they did succeed. Steve was so euphoric at that moment as he carried his beautiful daughter.

"What would be the name sir?" The nurse asked, holding up a pen and a paper of course.

Steve thought for the moment. He and Natasha never talked about names and he needs to decide on his own. He thought of Rose but then he remembered that Natasha didn't like rose. After a while of thinking he finally came out with a name.

"Daisy... Daisy Amethyst." He smiled to himself.

"Awesome name." The nurse complimented before walking away. Since it's month of February why not name her after the month's stone?

Three months had passed and as usual Steve is talking to Natasha. Natasha started crashing again, Steve called for the doctors while he waited outside.

When the doctor came out, a smile is plastered on he's face, "She's awake. You can see her now." Steve couldn't believe it! His Natasha is awake already! As soon as he stepped inside, he engulfed Natasha in a hug. When he pulled away, he cupped her cheeks, staring at her beautiful eyes.

"I missed you so much." He admitted as his thumbs caressed Natasha's cheeks.

"W-who are you?"

Steve can feel his heart being ripped in two, "Natasha don't joke like that... It's me Steve."

"I-im sorry but I don't know who you are. Where's my mom? My dad? I want them here!" She started yelling and Steve couldn't believe this is happening. He thought his nightmare has ended already but no! It got worse.

He called her parents saying she's awake already and told them about what happened. As soon as they got the news they rushed in the hospital immediately along with their friends of course.

"What do you mean she doesn't know who you are?" Maria asked confused. Her question was soon answered by the doctor.

"Excuse me everyone, related to Natasha." He paused and earned a nod from Ivan and Helena.

"We run some tests in your daughter and unfortunately, she's got a selective amnesia. I'm not quite sure about her case since she remembers almost everything but then when I asked her about what happened before the crashed, she can't remember anything except for the crash itself. If my speculations are right, the last two years are blurry in her head." He explained. Steve's tears started to fall, if she can't remember what happened last year that means she doesn't know him, or she does? It confuses him.

"I'm sorry but any of you aren't allowed to tell her things, she might force herself to remember it and that is not good for her."

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Steve left the hospital and hasn't shown up for days. He wanted to but he understood what the doctors says, Natasha would ask about him and he'd rather stay away than caused her pain.

On the other side, Natasha's been experiencing a PTSD. She would scream so loud in the middle of the night. She would cry because she feels like she's experiencing the crash again.

Like what's happening right now. A massive amount of pain in her head is eating her alive. She's basically banging her head on the wall for it to stop.

"Stop! Go away!" She screamed. Luckily her mother came back fast from the bathroom and what she saw breaks her heart.  She rushed to her daughter, embracing her tightly.

"Shh shh it's gonna be okay. Stop crying and hurting yourself please!" She begged.

"It won't go away mom! The pain wouldn't go away! Make it stop mom, make it stop!" She cried, clinging on her mother for dear life like a child.

Every night Natasha would experience different things. That's when her parents decided to take their daughter for therapy and made the decision that will changed their lives.

Hide her child.

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Yep heyaaa guys! Idk when will I post the next chapter cause I haven't write it yet, but I don't wanna anxious any of you from where we left of so I updated already.✌🏻