The leader in blue -MAJOR EDIT-

He's awake

"She is going to be ok, she was just in shock." I get out the hospital bed changing back into my cloths. "How are you feeling?" I frown. "I'm ok, I have to go it was nice seeing you guys." I rush out with Oscar behind me before they could say anything else I need to get to Leo before it's too late. We dodge a few cars apologizing, I wipe the tears out my eyes so I can see. I run into the building rapidly pressing the button "come on, come on, dammit hurry up!" I look to my left to see a mother and her two children looking at me "WHAT?" They walk off quickly. The doors open, I go in watching the numbers move to 5 different floors until it got to April's floor. I rush out grabbing my key and unlocking the door "Blue! Wait!" I go to the bathroom and I see Donnie doing CPR on him. "Leo!" Donnie looks up at me still pumping his chest "Raph get her out of here I need to concentrate! Dammit Leo come on!" Raph grabs me "No don't touch me!" His grips around me tightens. "Let's go Blue there's nothing we can do right now." I cry in his arms. "I can't lose him too, he's all I have" Mikey comes up to me with some water "everything will be ok, Leo is stubborn he's not going to go down easy." The door opens. "He's ok, he's still out of it but..." we hear a weak voice "Blue?" Leo stumbles in trying to keep his balance. "We got you bro." They sit him on the couch "Leo!" I jump on his lap straddling him. "I was so scared I thought I was going to lose you." He hugs me back. "I'm sorry I scared you like that." He leans in to kiss me. "Wait!" Donnie interrupts. "Not in front of us, let's give them the apartment to themselves for a bit we will be in the lair."

I feel my heart race, it's been a while since we were alone like this "Leo?" Tears trail down his face "I was so scared Blue, I thought I lost you, I had so many nightmares I watched myself kill you and my brother. I failed everyone, I failed them all including you." I hug him as tight as possible. "You could never fail me, Leo I trust you. You would never hurt me." He goes behind my head untying his mask. "I love seeing my mask on you." I wipe his face. "Are you getting horny during this serious situation?" He ties his mask back on. "Maybe." He kiss my neck a few times then go to my lips. "Wait Leo." He pulls back. "What?" I blush. "We can't have sex right now." He looks frustrated. "Why not?" I whimper his erection poking at my core. "Aren't you tired after everything you been through?"
He growls. "Fine." He slides me off of him."Leo are you mad at me?" He grabs a bottle of water from the fridge. "No, I'm not, it's just hard not to touch you when your smell of arousal is filling up the apartment." I scrunch up my nose. "I'm not aroused." he laughs. "Right, what's wrong?" I smile nervously. "I saw my mom today" he smiles "that's great! That's great, right?" I know if I tell him he's going to get angry "well.... my mom and her friend wants to meet you after you're out of your coma so they can make you a nice dinner." He cross his arms. "Why would you even mention me? What made you think to bring it up?" My tail go between my legs. "My mother knew something was wrong and I was scared and hurt that I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry." He lifts my chin up so I'm looking at him. "It's fine you needed someone outside of our problems to talk too. It's natural to talk to your mother, did she asks about anything else?" I shake my head as he leans in pressing his lips against mine. "Are you two done?" Leo pulls away looking at Raph. "I thought you guys went to the lair."
"We were but decided ta wait but, we should go. April working today." I hug April. "See you later Blue." I smile "see you later." I follow them out the apartment. "Be careful." Leo says. "I am-ah!" Leo grabs my arm. "I said to be careful." I blush. "Sorry" he pulls me up. "We will catch up with you guys later." Leo and I stand in front of each other in the alley way. "I want to apologize for being an asshole before all this happened. I wanted you to grieve before I did but that was a very bad idea obviously." I smile. "What?" I rest my hand against his face. "I love you." He smiles back. "I love you too" he opens the man hole. "Ladies first." I go in and he follows in after me. "Leo, are you sure you're ok?" He smiles at me. "Yea why wouldn't I be?" I hold onto his arm kissing it. "I don't want you shutting me out." He scoffs. "Why would I shut you out?" I stop walking. "Because it's you, you like to carry the world on your shoulders and it shouldn't have to be that way." He pulls away. "That's exactly how it has to be, Blue." He continues to walk. "We share each other's problems. Your problems become my problem and my problems become your problems. We go through it together thick and thin. Please Leo don't do it to me again, don't leave me in the dark alone." I start to tear up. "You don't want to know what I saw trust me Blue." I notice his hands shaking. "Miko drugged me with something that causes me to see my worst fears. I felt like I was trapped in a horror movie." I grab his hand. My tail glows. "Everything will be ok."Leo stops shaking. "I'm right here whenever you need me." I kiss his lips a few times and we continue our walk down the sewer.