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Mayor Jon won the election for mayor again which means our family is safe. "Blue, you need to eat, I haven't seen you eat today." Rebecca came over to see how I'm doing l. She's not happy with Leo and gave him the more stressful jobs. "Eat for the baby." I cry. "I can't..." she hands me a shake. "Here, come on sit up." I sit up on the couch it's been five weeks since I seen Leo. He never called or texted to see how I'm doing or if his baby is ok. "Leo is starting a new family!" I cry. Rebecca shakes her head . "No he's not." I whine. "How do you know?" "Because the girls is not pregnant, she lied to keep him tied down to her. I fired her and the other women he slept with. Hopefully that makes you feel better." I nod. "Good now finish. You want to come to work with me?" My ears go back. "But Leo..." "don't worry about Leo, come on and bring your smoothie with you."

In her office I sat there drinking my smoothie and crying every few minutes. I get up needing to stretch my legs I decide to look for Raph for comfort. I've been sleeping and cuddling with Raph and Oscar for a few weeks so I don't feel alone I go to their shared office and find Leo fucking the delivery girl. "Shit! Blue wait." I walk away quickly and thankfully I bump into Raph. "Raphael." I whimper. He looks behind me and sneers. "You idiot." He says to Leo before walking away with me. "He doesn't want me anymore. What's wrong with me? He doesn't love me." We're back in Rebecca's office. "He does love ya he's just being a dumbass right now. What do ya need right now?" I hug him and he sighs hugging me back. "Why is he doing this to me?" "I don't know" I cry.
I stop and we continue our walk back to Rebecca's office when I feel something weird. I feel cramping. I breath through it. "Blue?" I tear up. "No, I can't, it can't happen again, ah! No, Raph!" "Ok Blue just breath, breathe. Am I bleeding?" He looks between my legs. "Yea." "No! No, I can't lose this baby, I can't lose it again! Leo!" I cry panicking. "I need Leo! I need le-ah!" Rebecca comes in to see Raph's bloody hands from trying to clean everything. "Get her in my car let Leo know what's going that's if even still cares.  Raph carry's me to her cop car n the back seat. I scream in pain again.

At the hospital my mother and surprisingly Leo came in time to see me give birth to a lifeless baby. I space out as the doctor tell me about the baby passing and how it happened. "Blue? Baby?" I feel numb everything feels numb. Leo leaves the room pissed. "Blue, this is not your fault." I stressed myself out too much all because of Leo. I begin sobbing, feeling the pain over power me. "It's going to be ok Blue." "No, no no! It's all my fault, it's all my fault." I scream in agony. "It's all my fault. It's all my fault, if I continued to eat my baby will still be alive, if I didn't stress she would still be alive. It's all my fault, it's all my fault." Mom hugs me. "Momma." I cry. "I got you."

Leo came over to my mom's everyday to take care of me after work. He made sure I eat and since I barely move he gives me a bath. He sleeps with me to keep me company and comforts me when I cry. He never left my side not even once. "I know I fucked up, but I promise you I will do anything to get you back again." I lay on top of him on the couch watching cartoons. Moms been taking care of our kids for a while until I get better. "Thank you Leo." I speak for the first time in days. His eyes light up. "You're welcome." He looks at the time. "It's passed 11p." I shake my head. "I'm not tired." Tears fall on his chest. "Blue you need to sleep." I whimper. "I cant." He sits up and set me in his lap straddling him. He gets up and carry me to the guest bed room. He lays me down on the bed. "No, n-no where are you going?" He kiss my forehead. "To turn off the tv, I will be back." I watch the door carefully, he walks back in minutes later taking his pants that way he's only in boxers. "Blue I'm not going anywhere I told you that already." He joins me in bed and hold me close. "I want a baby." He sighs. "I know, we should wait until you heal." I purr and whimper at the same time. "I know. I'm sorry, I am sorry Blue. I shouldn't have cheated on you and slept with all those women. I let my ego get the best of me and forgot the most important thing in my life. You and our kids. You having this miscarriage is my fault I promise I will make it up to you. You can have as many kids as you want. And I won't say no." He kiss my forehead and play with my hand. "I love you Blue and only you. You're the only woman I need." He kiss my neck before biting into my skin drawing blood reclaiming me as his mate. He kiss the mark before pulling away. I rub against him scenting him as mine and only mine. "Don't ever cheat on me like that again." He continues planting kiss all over my body. "I won't promise, I never will." He pulls at my panties. "I thought we we were waiting. "I know but I want to make up for it."

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