Her first

Chapter 3

It's a few weeks of Emily and I hanging out, she's gotten comfortable with entering my house now when Richards not around. One evening we're in my room she's helping me create space for a new set of clothes I just bought.

"So you just give the old ones away" She asks holding one of my vests.

"Of course, I do this almost all the time every month"
"That's a very sweet thing to do"

I hear the volume of the slow song playing in my room increase. I turn around to find her by my radio.

"I love this song"

I have an idea, she actually set the mood so I put out my hand.

"Would you like to dance with me?"

She takes my hand as I pull her close to me one hand around her waist. She holds my chest and rests her head on it. We dance in silence to the rythm of the song.

"Hey"
"Hmm"

I raise her head so we lock eyes.

"You are just really beautiful"

Her eyes ever beautiful looking into my eyes then to my lips. I feel my heart race, bumping so hard it might burst. Realizing that we're not dancing anymore I look into her eyes then just go for it. I place a gentle kiss on her lips, she doesn't pull back instead she wraps her arms around my neck pulling me even closer as she deepens the kiss. Our bodies move towards the bed, she pulls away for a moment.

She looks into my eyes then to the ground.

"What's wrong" I ask her

"It's just that I've....its embarrassing"
"What is it" I ask her cupping her cheek.

"I've never done this before"

She's a virgin, oh my God.

"We don't have to if you don't want to"

I let go of her, she looks to the ground doubt in her eyes trying to make a choice. She looks back into my eyes and kisses me this time with greater heat and passion, her lips send shivers through my body, I undo the buttons of her shirt and drop her skirt to to the ground revealing her barely covered body. Her body looks incredible, something like that out of a fairly tale.  She pulls my shirt off my body pushing me towards the bed, even as I hold the smooth warmth of her skin I can feel her shivering.

"Are you sure?"
"I am"

I continue to kiss her lips, her neck. She lets out low soft moans, she holds my body with certainty of what she wants. Every muscle, every fiber of my being never telling me to stop, waves of ecstasy flow through my body filling ever corner as I feel every inch of her body. A few moments later we lay in my bed her in my arms.

"Was that what you hopped it would be?"
"It was" she responds holding me closer.

"I'm glad I could share this experience with you"

She looks at me and places a kiss on my lips

"Me too"

The next day Richard leaves early, he's going to see he's sick mother. I'm in my room watching a movie when I hear a knock on the door.

"Hold on"

I open it to find.

"Hey"
"Sophie"

What, how, when I ask myself.

"Aren't you going to let me I'm?"

She asks already entering my house.

"I love this place, it's so fancy"
"That's one for it, but how did you?"

"I'm sorry for coming without calling but I wanted to surprise you"

She gives me a tight hug. I look at her still surprised that I don't feel as happy as I thought I would.

"I'm when did you get here?"
"Yesterday, I had to see my mom before seeing the love of my life"

She gives me another hug, A few hours later we're watching a movie in the living room when the sound of screeching tires entterupts us. I quickly get out of the house and stare in horror at Emily's unconscious body laying on the tar mark.

"Emily!!"

I shout running to her side scared.

"She was, I don't know what happened" the panicking driver says.

"Get ii together man we have to get her to the hospital, get her up now"

The man who hit her drives us to the hospital. I get Emily out of the car running with her in my arms in the hospital, upon arrival.

"Doctor, Doctor we need help"

The doctors take charge of the situation and begin the surgery.

"What if she dies, what will I do, will I go to jail"

A few long hours later I'm let into her room. Seeing the tubes, stitches and marks on her I feel heartbroken.

"Emily, wake up please"

Just then Sophie rushes into the room, I let go of Emily's hand.

"Eli how could you just rush off like that?"

"I'm sorry, she's a neighbor I just had to do something"
"You do realize you aren't wearing shoes"

I look down, huh hadn't noticed. We later return home. The following morning I tell Emily's father about what happened and there after i head to the hospital and find her awake.

"Hey, you're awake"
"What do you care?"

My heart just skipped a beat at the question.
Why would she ask me that.

"I don't understand, what do you mean?" I ask her curious.

"I came to see you last night and i saw her in your arms, I saw you holding her Elijah I don't know if I was just a play thing to you"

When did this get so complicated, I never thought they'd reach this far.

"I can explain that, we never really made us official and everything became complicated I started to have"

" I trusted you Elijah with something sacred to me I can never have that back"
"Emily listen pl"
"I don't want to hear anything leave the room, leave!!"
"Don't do this"
"You've ruined my life, you've even taken my legs"

"What?" I respond shocked.

"Yes, are you proud of yourself. Because of you I might never walk again get out Eli I never want to see your face again"

She shouts tears beginning to flow out of her tears.

"Emily don't say that, things just became complicated I didn't mean-"

At the shouting of her voice doctors come into the room.

"Emily, hear me out"

I try to push my way through the doctors but her dad comes into the room.

"She doesn't want you in here son now leave if you know what's good for you"
"Emily"

Her dad holds my shoulder and pushes me hard out of the room, I hit the wall then slip and hit the ground ok that just hurt ouch. A tear escapes my eyes even I get up and see her dad embrace her.