Scandalous Affair: Oliver Valez

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L I B E R T Y K I N G S

My body aches badly. Every move I make, made me wince from muscle pain. I feel like I've been beaten up by hundreds of men. Shit. Kahit ang pagtagilid sa higaang aking kinalalagyan ay masakit para sa akin. I can't even move my legs without shaking and wincing. God, so this is the aftermath of fucking Oliver Valez. Ilang babae na kaya ang pinaiyak nito sa sarap at sakit?

Oliver Valez is the only man I knew that can make me cry from pain and anticipation. He's the only man I know that can make roughness feel like heaven. Now that we've done it, I don't know what to expect. Should I expect something from him? Probably no, I should not expect something from him. Why? We just fucked. Nothing more, nothing less. Ugh, my thoughts are killing me. Dati nga ay nababaliw na ako kakaisip sa kaniya, ngayon pa kayang we did it? Mental institution, here I come!

Today is Sunday, the mansion is extra noisy right now. I don't know kung ano bang mayroon, I can hear loud voices from here. Sino ba ang taong nakalunok ng microphone riyan at hanggang dito sa kwarto ay rinig na rinig ang boses? Masakit na nga ang katawan ko at mukhang pati ang ulo ko ay pasasakitin pa. I groaned as I put a pillow in my head, blocking my ears from any noise. Ano ba ang kaganapan sa baba? I should check it out. Can my body make it in the dining area? Kaya ko bang gumalaw at maglakad? Well, there is only one way to find out.

Dahan-dahan akong umupo sa pagkakahiga sa kama. I breathed in and out as I felt the tension of my muscles. Hindi naman kami nag-wrestling dalawa ni Oliver kagabi para manakit nang ganito ang katawan ko. Oh, we did a different type of wrestling yesterday. Including thrusting in and out and creating fire.

Napahawak ako nang mahigpit sa side table na nasa gilid ng aking kama habang sinusubukang tumayo. Nahigit ko ang aking hininga nang maramdaman ko ang pagguhit nang matinding sakit sa aking kayamanan. Fucking shit, hindi kaya nagka-laceration ako? After all, he didn't take me gently. Well, we both liked it rough so who's to blame? Kaya ito ako ngayon, tiis-tiis sa nararamdamang sakit, ginusto ko ito 'di ba? Gustong-gusto, I can clearly remember how delicious the sensation he made me feel. I was shouting his name deliriously as he moved inside me.

Buti na lamang ay walang nakarinig sa amin. . .sana. I actually don't know if someone heard us. I think wala naman dahil busy lahat ng tao sa party ni Olivia. Walang rason para umakyat ang mga tao sa ikalawang palapag kagabi. I sighed as thoughts from last night keep on drowning me.

I carefully took a step, one after the other towards the bathroom. I need to fix myself first before going down. I probably look like a mess, hindi ko na kasi nagawang mag-ayos kagabi after what we did. Ang alam ko lang ay binuhat ako ni Oliver papunta sa kwarto, after that, I fell asleep.

I'm still wearing my crumpled, luxurious dress from last night without my underwear. I looked at the mirror and I saw a fucking witch. God, ganito ang hitsura ko kagabi? Oliver saw me like this? My hair is so fucking messy like a bird's nest. My mascara is also a mess, nagkalat ito sa ilalim ng aking mata. I thought my lipstick was smudge-proof? Eh, bakit may nagkalat sa gilid ng labi ko?

Ganoon ba katindi ang halik ni Oliver at pati ang smudge-proof kong lipstick ay nagkalat? Napailing na lamang ako sa hitsura ko. I really need to fix myself. Hinubad ko ang aking dress at laking gulat ko nang makitang may hickeys na naman ako. I have two of them on the side of my boobs, and three on the volley. Bakit ba ang hilig ni Oliver na mag-iwan ng bakas? Ako na lang lagi ang namomroblema sa pagtatago ng iniwan niya. I even saw some bruises on my waist, did he gripped me too hard? I sighed again, as I put myself slowly on the tub. I put lukewarm water to ease my soreness. As I thought, masakit ang unang beses! Kahit anong mental preparation ang gawin ko, hindi pa rin ito kinaya ng katawan ko.

I know what we did is bad, but why does it feel so good? I don't have any regrets, at least I gave it to Oliver. Sinong bang magsisisi kung kay Oliver naman nila binigay ang virginity nila? I bet girls beg him to do it to them, I'm sure of that.