"B-but mom! Alam ba ni miguel n-na...... na b-buntis ako?" Nakayukong tanong ko dammit baket ba kasi napa aga eh next year pa yung pinag usapan langya naman eh
"Oh about that sweetie, hindi pa alam ni miguel so i have this brilliant idea hihi" ani mommy while excitedly looking at me, I don't think I'll like this idea "kailangang may mang yare ka agad sa inyo ni miguel Sweetie habang di pa malaki yang tyan mo para hindi siya mag taka kung bakit buntis ka." Taas noong sabi ni mommy na parang yung idea niya ang pinaka magandang gawin sa sitwasyon ko
Oh god help me lord.. baket ba nag ka ganito tsk tsk tsk....
I just want this wedding to be finished i want to live my life the way i want. Not this kind of life na I'll marrying someone i don't know.
Making my parents proud by being married. Marrying the son of their alliance for the company to survive. Everyone envy me because of the life i had. They envy me because i can buy anything i want, i have luxury cars, i have different kind of branded bags, i can wear anything i want, i can hold money how much i want.
They don't think that being me, being in this life is suck, cause who the hell want to be married without finishing study. Well I guess may mga tao naman talaga na gusto nya pero not me, everytime i close my eyes i see my self walking in the aisle while wearing my graduation clothes smiling the hell out of me.
Not this one me walking in the aisle while there's a man waiting for me to arrive oh god na piste nani oy.
It's almost a week since i stop going to school i locked my self here in house para iwas question na, well its my parents suggestion to stop going na there for me to rest and to enjoy daw my last 2 weeks for being a teenager.
And now i only have 4 days to enjoy my teenage days. I badly want to go outside to do shopping to enjoy bars but my parents wont let me.
So instead of going outside nag papaturo ako kay manang, the cook here in the house how to cook maybe this would help para kahit katiting lang masaya naman sakin si miguel bilang kanyang asawa.
While thinking asawa the image of me and ezra fucking just popped up in my mind, simula ng umalis ako galing sa condo niya hindi ko na siya nakita and kahit minsan wala akong na receive na call sa kanya or kahit text. I badly missed him and i think i love him na but I can't keep loving him. Why? Because he loves my bestfriend and hell yeah im getting married.
Natigil ako sa pag tulala ng biglang pumasok si mommy sa kwarto ko "Sweetie nandito yung parents ni miguel they wanted to talk to yoy, come here na" mommy said and i just nod. Wala naman na akong magawa eh
Ng lumabas ako sa kwarto pag baba ko sa hagdan naabutan mo sila mommy at daddy together with miguel's parents talking while laughing, i rarely see my parents laugh tho they smile but it looks like fake HAHAHA
Nag usap lang kami ng parents ni miguel they told me anything about miguel and after that umuwi narin sila hindi na sila dito nag dinner kasi hinihintay daw sila ni miguel sa house nila.
---------3rd day--------
In the last 3 days nag pa turo ulit akong mag luto kay manang but this time i want to bake a cake kaya nag pa turo ako sa kanya
"Sge na hija ilagay mo nayan sa oven at hintayin mo maluluto na yan" sinunud ko ang sbai ni manang nilagay ko sa oven yung cake mixture at naupo ako sa counter top habang hinihintay ito ng biglang nag salita si manang "hija, masaya kaba?" Nabigla ako sa tanong ni manang kaya tinanong ko sa sarili ko
Masaya ba talaga ako?
Hindi ko nagawang sagutin ang tanong ni manang kaya ngumiti nalanga ko sa kanya para ipakitang masaya ako? At eksato namang naluto na ang cake kaya dali dali akong bumaba sa counter top at pinuntahan ito..
-------2nd day----------
Last two days nalang magiging asawa na ako wala akong gustong gawin sa second day kaya nag kulong nalang ako sa kwarto ko buong mag damag nag papahatid lang din ako ng mga pag kain pag nagugutom ako.
---------Last day-------
Last day na HAHA and aalis na kami ng bahay para pumunta sa venung kasal para tignan kung ok naba lahat and sa malapit ng four star hotel muna kami mag s-stay ng parents ko together with the make up artist and designer para bukas hindi nila magawang ma late kasi malapit sila sa amin
Hindi ko maiwasang kabahan ng mag gabi na bukas na ang kasal ko ngunit wala man lang akong na tanggao na text or tawag galing kay hana or kay ezra. Pathetic parang di man lang nila ako nagawang hanapin ng mawala ako or nung hindi nako pumapasok.
Masakit kasi pareho silang naging importante saken tapos ni hindi man lang nila ako nagawang hanapin or puntahan sa bahay.
Si ezra kaya? Did he regret fucking me? Alam niya kayang buntis ako? Ok lang kaya siya?
Oh lord i must erase anything kase kasal kona bukas and finally, Miguel's parents really give me assurance na pupunta ang anak nila bilang groom ko.
Napilitan tuloy akong mag practice ng wedding wovs tsk. Natatawa ako sa twing binibigkas ko bawat letra nayon hindi bagay sakin, hindi bagay para samin ni miguel HAHA. Natigil ako sa pag iisip ng biglang pumasok si mommy sa kwarto ko nasa exclusive room kasi kami and this room has 4 rooms so nandito naidn kasama namin yung make up artist and all tapos sa masters bedroom si mom and dad and I occupy the last room.
"Shakainah." Oh this is new hindi ako tinawag na sweetie ni mommy "wag na wag mong planuhing tumakas bukas, ok?" Nabigla ako sa sinabi ni mommy akala ko pa naman mag babago yung disesyon niya na ipakasal ako or akala ko kakamistahin niya ako but wth? Babalaan niya ko tsk di naman talaga ako tatakas ayaw ko naman maging run away bride no di bagay sa ganda ko duh. "Of course mom. I won't" i said with a smile tho not really true and mom hugged me then she leave my room.
Napa-bugtong hininga ako habang hawak aking tyan.
Don't worry baby if Miguel can't accept you I'll still love you, I'm always here for you and i do everything for you no matter what happen.
Bulong ko sa aking sarili na animoy kinakausap ang aking tyan, ang aking anak to be exact, napa bugtong hininga ulit ako at inihiga ang sarili sa kama.
At dahil narin siguro sa sobrang antok ay naka tulog ako ka agad.
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Ayon gaiz so I'm really sorry for the super latue update(2) huhu:< and ye here's the chapter 7 of "For hire: baby maker"
Enjoy reading and pls vote and comment kasi mas nagaganahan akong magsulat pag maraming ganun nakaka-gaan kasi sa puso na may nakaka-appreciate ng gawa mo and ye heheh keep reading huh
Laby'all
BINABASA MO ANG
For hire: Baby maker
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