Shakainah's POV
"Thank you nico, thank you kase dumating ka sa buhay ko. You made me believe na kahit anong pagdaanan natin may mga taong darating para tulungan tayo. And that's you, your the blessing I've been praying for." Ngiting sabi ko habang naka tingin sa mga mata niya, ganun din siya sakin.
Maybe some people think im just exaggerating about my feelings and surroundings. But I don't care what they say this is what i feel at eto yung nararanasan ko. They don't know the story behind my smile, they just see me laugh but they don't see me cry.
Yes, i was a plain stupid for looking a baby maker but what can i do im so desperate not to marry. I wanted a child but i don't want to marry. Cause i know na hindi sapat ang kasal para maging masaya kayo habang nagsasama. Hindi sapat ang kasal para hindi ka iwan ng taong pinakasalan mo at minahal mo.
I was blinded by my parents they always want the best for me and that's includ being in a happy family. But they don't know that doing that for me is killing them selves.
Pinapalabas nila na mahal nila ang isat isa and yes alam ko yon but sometimes i just can't help but to think, mommy has this first love that she treasure for her whole life and i know it's not daddy. They always fight, they always argue, they always pretend. And pretending is not my style.
That's why I don't believe in marriage. But look at me i was married at ang tanga tanga ko kasi minahal ko siya at nag pa gamit ako sa kanya.
I want to be manhid,na everytime mag kasama sila ni hannah i want to feel nothing i want to ignore them, but how can i when i have feelings for him.
Then nico came, he bring positivity in my life his bright smile make me laugh. I know bago palang kami magkakilala and I don't either why i feel this way towards him.
"I promise to stay whatever happen sha" he sincerely said "i badly want to move on, na everytime i see her i want to feel nothing" sabi niya. Pareho tayo nico.
"And then you came you made me believe that moving on is as easy as making milk, I don't know why but im happy every time your around me, and that what makes me think that you helped me. So thank you" he said then kissed my forehead "i promise, i will stay" he slowly said then smiled i smiled after that and reach for his head.
I dont know but i feel like kissing him "thank you" i said as I pressed my lips unto his, i slowly close my eyes when he move his lips, he parted my lipg using his and put inside his tongue. He move in top of me.
I laugh "easy nico haha" i said while laughing while he just stares at me "what?" I ask him.
"You're so beautiful sha" he said
"Aww thank you nico, you're really handsome too" i also said
"I know" he said proudly then i laugh.
"You know what let's sleep, hindi maganda sayo ang ganito dapat maaga palang tulog kana." Seryosong sabi niya habang nasa taas ko parin.
Palaging seryosong nico ang nakakaharap minsan lang siya kung ngumit lalo na ang tumawa hmm. Mabiro nga to...
"Hmmmm, kiss muna" sabi ko na naka pout nanlaki naman ang mga mata ko ng lumapit siya sakin at hinalikan ako sa labi "ump" tanging nasabi ko ng pinasok niya ang dila niya sa loob ng labi ko. Hindi ko naman tinugon ang halik niya at nanatiling nanlalaki ang mga mata.
Matagal tagal din ng matapos siya. At sa wakas tapos na siya. "Is that enough? Hmm" nang aasar na tanong niya sakin wala naman akong nagawa at tumangon nalang.
"So can we sleep na hmmm?" Malambing niyang sabi tumango lang din ako hindi ko alam anong sasabihin ko. Hmp!nakakadalawa na siyaa!!!!
"Let's cuddle" ngiting sabi niya at humiga sa tabi ko "turn around shakainah" sabi niya at parang aso naman akong sumunod sa at humarap sa kanya "good girl" sabi niya at mas sumiksik pa sakin at niyakap ako.
"You okay?" Tanong niya halatang nag aasar tumikhim muna ako bago nag salita "y-yah!" Maginang sigaw ko natawa naman siya "what?" Tanong niya "nakakadalawa kana ah" nakangusong sabi ko ko mas tumawa naman siya
"Don't worry gagawin ko yang tatlo, basta matulog ka muna you need to rest sha." Seryoso na siya ngayon nmkaya ngumiti nalang ako "yes po doc, matutulog na" birong usal ko.
"Good night" sabi niya
"Goodnight." Ako
"Sleep well"siya
"Hmm sleep well" ako
"I like you"siya
"I like you too" nagulat ako omgg!!!! "I-i me-"
"Shhh haha, sleep sha" sabi niya at hinalikan ako sa noo kaya pumikit na ako. At siguro siya din
BINABASA MO ANG
For hire: Baby maker
FanfictionLife is hard especially for the woman who is forced to be deprived of pleasure and happiness. Shakainah is a woman who keeps and treasure friendship, but what if the person you are trying to remove from your life breaks it. She was against the worl...
