Shakainah's POV
"What are doing here ba kase triz?" Medyo naiinis na sabi ni nico umirap naman sa kanya ang kapatid niya "duh kuya i text you that i'll pay a visit" iritado nading sabi nito.
Nakakatakot naman pala tong magkapatid nato pag nag uusap puro iritado tsk. Tumingin sakin si nico kaya nagulat ako "w-what?" Tanong ko sa kanya kunot noo niya akong tinignan.
"Did you cry?" Biglang tanong ni nico "i-i ahmm. N-" utal kong sabi but triz cut me off "she did kuya" maarteng sabi niya pinanlakihan ko naman siya ng mata! Akala ko pa naman ililigtas niya ako!! Mukhang ilalaglag pa ako! "Kase nabunggo ko siya and i didn't see her tummy thats why" maarteng paring sabi niya lahat nalang ata na gagawin niya maarte HHAHAHAHHA. At buti naman yun ang sinabi niya.
"Is that true?" Tanong ni nico sakin nangunot naman ang noo ni triz "Are you saying that im lying kuya!?"inis na sabi ni triz "w-what no!" Gulat naman na sigaw ni nico "then why asking her? Even if i already said it?" Galit paring tanong niya.
Ganito ba talaga silang dalawa hindi mag kasundo kanina ko pa napapansin na puro sila bangayan ni hindi ko man lang narinig at nakita ang sweetness sa kanilang dalawa. Magkapatid ba talaga sila?
Bago pa makapagsalita si nico nag salita na ako dahil kung hindi baka manganak nalang ako dito hindi pa sila tapos mag away punyeta. "A-ana ba!?" Sigaw ko na ikinagulat nilang dalawa sabay pa silang napa tingin sakin.
"Mag aaway lang ba kayo dyan! Hello! Buntis here, malapit ng manganak. And stress" sarkastikong sabi ko sakanila "eh baka kahit hindi ko due manganak ako ng dahil sa inyo!!" Sigaw kong talaga na kahit mga dumadaan na doctor or nurses ay napapatingin na sa amin.
"Oh, s-sorry ahm Let's go?" Mahinang tanong ni nico at inalalayan ako patayo "eh san naman tayo pupunta aber?" Takang tanong ko kay nico
"I-in my condo?" Litong tanong din niya na ikinalaki ng butas ng ilong ni triz i mean ng mata niya, ikinalaki ng mata niya "what the fuck kuya!? Buntis payan bubuntisin mo ulit?" Natatawang sabi niya "a-ano ba!? She's going to rest there" nico said.
"At bakit doon?" Trizzha
"Kase ayaw niyang umuwi sa kanila"sabj ni nico at sapilitan akong tinayo eh ayaw ko naman makunan ora mismo dito kaya tumayo nadin ako.
"Sama ako" sabi ni trizzha sabay namin siyang nilingon ni nico "what? I know kuya has work, kaya sasama ako upang bantayan ka" she said pero parang ayaw maniwala ni nico napabugtong hininga siya "im trying to be a nice friend! Hellooo!" She said
"We're not friends" i simply said she look at me like I murder her child in front of her "ok, im out of here" she said walking out nico laugh and look at me.
Nag simula nadin kaming mag lakad habang inalalayan parin ako ni nico.
Gulat kaming napahinto ng sinigaw ni trizzha ang pangalan ko "Shakainah! Fuck you!"
Napatakip ako ng mukha ng tumingin sakin ang mga kasamang doctor ni nico "oh my god" I whispered still covering my face nico just laugh "well, she's like that" and continue to walk.
"What the fuck just happened?" I ask nico while we're on elevator "what i can do, she's like that" he shrugged
"This time she's sweet and caring after a seconds she's mad then she's crazy" he said smiling "sometimes she just punch me, or slap me and shout at me but i still love her" he said looking unto my eyes.
"D-dont you think she has a bipolar disorder?" I carefully asked.
Nico look at me and laugh "no she's not im a doctor so i know, it's just her attitude. Her mask i think?" Sabi niya tumingin ako sa gawi niya upang tignan ang reaction niya but he's not smiling anymore "she was hurt, very very hurt" binibigkas niya yon ng may galit
"Her first boyfriend abuse and raped her, then she's depressed because of that. Her bestfriend commit suicide in front of her she was traumatized" he said now looking down. Hinawakan ko ang balikat niya upang kalmahin siya dahil bumibilis ang pag hinga niya at alam kong galit siya.
"Then she recovered, she got her self a boyfriend but then again he raped and abuse her. Again. Nagbunga yon and my sisters got pregnant. I'm happy now she has her reason to live" sabi ni nico at eksaktong bumukas yung pinto ng elevator kaya inalalayan niya ulit akong lumabas.
Ngunit hindi parin ako makapagsalita dahil sa mga nalaman ko. Akala ko ako na ang may pinaka mahirap na buhay sa mundo or problema, but im wrong. Hearing the story of trizzha made me realize that im still blessed.
Hindi ko alam na sa kabila ng taray at pagiging masayahin niya ay may ganon pala siyang pinagdaanan.
Naputol ang pag-iisi ko kay trizzha ng biglang nagsalita si nico.
"We're so damn excited the baby to come out, and the time has come but the baby was dead" mahinang sabi ni nico habang nasa-sasakyan na kami "my sister tried to kill her self not just twice, hindi ko mabilang ang mga pagkakataon na nag tangka siyang magpakamatay." He said teary eyes omg nico don't cry, cause i might cry here
"I always talk to her and do my best tomake her happy until she realized the somehow she's lucky because she has me my mom and our brothers for their, para sa kanya so she continue her life" dagdag na sabi niya at nakinig naman ako sakanya ng mabuti.
"But not as the same as before the old trizzha was gone, nag bago siya lahat sa kanya binago niya. Ang mukha niya ang ugali niya ang pananalita niya" nagulat ako sa sinabing yon ni nico.
Nagpabago ng mukha si trizzha so hindi talaga siya yon? I wonder what she look like. I know she's beautiful.
"Why are you telling me all of these nico?" I ask nico kase diba i know its a secret then he just telling me like it doesn't matter now.
"For you, to have a reason to live" mahinang sabi niya na naka tingin sakin gulat naman akong napatingin sakanya "the night? I saw your car i was scared and i said to my self he or she maybe want to die so i follow your car as much i could" he said while im still shocked
"And then your car stopped akala ko nga nabangga na eh kaya huminto din ako. Pero nagulat ako sa ginawa mo you cry out loud and shout and shout kaya nilapitan kita. Lalo na nung nakita kong buntis kapala sabi ko sa sarili ko tutulungan kita" masayang sabi niya. Habang nakatunganga parin ako sakanya. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko
"I-i don't know what to say" i saud now being emotional he smile "you dont have to say anything, i just want to remind you that..." he stopped and hold my hand "no matter how hard life is, always find a reason to live, a reason to fight and a reason to continue your life" dagdag na sabi niya kaya tuluyan ng tumulo ang luha ko.
"You are blessed and you are a blessing Shakainah" he said
Doon ako tuluyang napahagulhol "so promise me like trizzha you will continue your life" he said i nodded "i promise" i said while crying then he laugh "no changing this time" sabi niya kaya natawa ako habang lumuluha "no changing i promise" i said then i hug him. He hugged me back.
I'm blessed and i am a blessing
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FanfictionLife is hard especially for the woman who is forced to be deprived of pleasure and happiness. Shakainah is a woman who keeps and treasure friendship, but what if the person you are trying to remove from your life breaks it. She was against the worl...