surviving my life

hell and now heaven

Marks p.o.v

I had just told Catcher that he can stay here and he can buy his car. I grabbed our plates and put them in the sink. When I went back into my room catcher had the blanket over his head so I figured he was asleep. I turned off the light and got into bed with him. I looked at catcher and I noticed how his hair was swept to the side and how he looks so peaceful in his sleep. I suddenly leaned over and kissed him. Just a small kiss on the lips. I started grinning like a idiot but I forced myself to calm down and not wake him up. I stayed up a while but kept my eyes closed but soon I fell asleep. I woke up because I felt catcher get up and I thought it was already morning but my phone said it was only like two in the morning. I sat up and waited. Five minutes passed and catcher hasn't came back. After another five minutes I got up and went into the hall. I saw the bathroom light from the bottom of the door so I went and knocked.  "Catcher?" I asked. He didn't answer so I knocked again. "I'll be out in a second" he called out. I heard the toilet flush and he opened the door. "What's wrong?". I asked him when I saw his eyes red and tears running down his face. "Nothing". He said and smiled. But this time I knew better I held out my arms "come here" I told him. He walked into my arms and I hugged him. He winced when I pulled back and that's when I noticed blood on his hand. "Hey you're bleeding let me see" I tell him and try to grab his hand. He pulls his arm back "no!" He says. "Its fine just let me see". I tell him. I slowly reach for his arm and this time he doesn't pull away. I lift up his sleeves and see that there are cuts on them. They're not deep but deep enough to draw some blood. "Oh god catcher". I say. I drag him into the restroom and open our medicine cabinet. I take out a box of extra large band aids and put one on his wrist. He winces as I put it on. "Are you ok?" He nods and stares at me. I grab the hand that's not bandaged and lead him back to the bed. I get in first and then he does. I sit up against the wall and I put my hand over his shoulder and he leans on me. "Omg its heaven right in hell". I thought. Just when I think that catcher kisses me on the lips. I was so shocked that I couldn't speak at first. I finally managed to croak out "what was that for". He smiled and said "because you gave me one" "omg he was awake" I can feel myself blush and catcher leans his head on my shoulder and I rest my cheek on his head. We both are like that until we fall asleep, we are both holding hands when we wake up but neither of us moves away from each other.