I'm laying down in the middle of a field with a few close friends. We are smiling and laughing as we eat sandwiches and drink soda. I'm lying down on my side when Evy lays down right next to me. I smile intently as I notice how bright and fierce her red hair shines in the light. She smiles and says something to me and I instantly laugh. As she leans in close I think "wow, I'm actually happy" but as she presses her lips against mine a beeping starts playing. I open my eyes and turn my alarm to snooze. "Damn it" I said to myself. "That was a good dream" I close my eyes again and try to enjoy the few minutes I have to myself but as my mind starts to get peace my alarm goes off again. I groan as I force myself to get up and get dressed. I wince as I see myself in my mirror as I pull on a shirt. "Fat" I thought. I made sure to have my stuff in my bag before I headed out. Just as I leave I hear everyone get up. I don't wait for anyone and I head to my school.
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surviving my life
Teen FictionCatcher is a teen in his junior year struggling with life at home and at school. He has to deal with depression , self harm and suicidal thoughts but he still manages to have a smile for his friends and family but when he isn't sure if he wants to c...