𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐎𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬 [𝟏𝟖+] ✓

28*

So I started reading this book, the MC's name is Hayden (yeah, that's irony), he's nothing like our Hayden but boy did he frustrate me. I ended up writing this chapter XD

Edit: I still have soft spot for that asshole lmao

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Katrina Diaz

My recent google searches had been bizarre and embarrassing: How to ask for sex from my husband? How to initiate sex? When can I have sex after a broken rib? Is it normal to feel frustrated when I'm celibate?

It was safe to say I was so sexually frustrated that I had counted the days since my last orgasm. It had been nearly 10 weeks since Hayden had initiated sex. For the last ten weeks after our arrival at Arkney, it had just been mostly detoxing, focusing on my mental health and attending physiotherapy to speed up my broken rib healing.

Nearly seven weeks after my fall, after my broken rib had completely healed, Hayden prompted me to hit the gym and slowly introduced me to martial arts — for teaching me self defence.

Despite living under one roof and sharing the same bed, Hayden had never made a move, which frustrated me to the point of no return. Why wasn't he shagging me? Was he resorting to hand services or seeing someone? I shut the door on that latter question because I knew Hayden was with me 24/7, leaving no room for any other woman.

"You're oddly silent. How did your session go today?" Hayden asked, eyes drifting to me.

"It was fine. We talked about sex," I lied, gazing out of the window to stop the grin breaking on my lips.

"Sex?" Hayden hiked a brow.

"Yeah, I was confessing to her how I find women more attractive these days—" My lie morphed into a surprised scream when the car came to a screeching halt. "Bloody hell! Why the sudden break?"

"Women?"

"I'm not cheating on you. But I want to experience new things, you know. I even have a few candidates," I said, twisting the ring on my finger.

Velvet and chaos wafted around me. "Who are those fortunate beings?"

Fortunate to die, you mean?

"Doesn't matter. Wren told me I should know your take on an open marriage first." My eyes clashed with his.

"The day chaos ceases to exist is the day anyone lives to touch you." Piercing green eyes darkened and my breath stuck in my throat at the stark possessiveness in his voice.

Warmth flared inside me. Those words reminded me just how much I would choose Hayden over the world any day and would never trade him even in exchange for my life.