Nerdy And The Beast

Nerdy and the Beast- Chapter 9

CHAPTER 9- He doesn't love me

"Jamie please open the door! Let me talk to you!"

I block my ears with my pillow hoping he would just piss off. As soon as we came home, I stormed into my room and locked the door and here we are ladies and gentlemen.

"JAMIE I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY NICE ANYMORE, IM GOING TO BUST THIS DOOR DOWN IF I HAVE TO!" he starts shouting after hearing no response.

Ha, I don't mind testing his temper.

"Excuse me! I am going to report this to the police! This is the disruption of privacy. let's keep this relation ship professional, I will pay the rent tomorrow!" Trying to agitate him a little more.

"JAMIE YOU ARE MY MATE, YOU WILL NOT DISHONOUR ME!"

There's a loud bang on the door which causes me to jump.

"Sir, you need help. I think the problem is loneliness. now if you find a nice hot girl, it might help with it" I say seriously trying to hold in a giggle.

Suddenly the door flies off and in comes logan with a very angry look. I gasp as I stare in shock at the broken down door.

"Now we can talk" he growls as he walks towards me, not taking his eyes off me.

"You've crossed the line sir, I'm going to have to report this to the authorities and I'm sure they can find you a nice insane asylum for you to stay at" I back away, keeping my voice calm.

"Do they have room for two?" He smirks as he charges at me.

I squeal as I try running away. I was now genuinely scared.

"Stay away from me!" I scream as I bat him with a pillow. he seemed unfazed as he continued coming after me.

"Jamie, please let me make it up to you" he begs as he finally catches me, this time not hurling me onto his back but carrying me bridal style.

"Let go of me this instance! Our relationship is not like it used be anymore so please put me down and talk at a distance" I demand as I wriggle in his arms like a new born baby.

"Jamie please! I love you more than anything, can't we just leave at that?!" He continues firmly holding me in his arms.

"Love me? If you truly loved me then you wouldn't be ashamed to show it!" I snap as I glare at him.
"Auuugghhh why am I wasting my breath on this anyway! I need to study for my calculus test!"

"But Jamie, it's not easy! I'm the alpha and one of my jobs is to maintain my pride, believe me all alphas do this!" he reasons as he attempts to stroke my cheek which was immediately answered with a swat of a hand.

"And dishonour his mate at the same time? Well I'm sorry I didn't read the fine print!" I sarcastically say as push at his chest.

"That's it, I've tried talking but now I'm going to have to use force!" His eyes start darkening.

"And what do mean by th-"

I'm suddenly thrown onto my bed with a lot of force. I stare up to see logan looking dark and grim, he had a sexy look on his face that sent shivers down my spine.

I quickly get up only to be slammed onto the bed again, this time logan being on top of me.

"What are you doing?!" I hiss as I start struggling against his body.

He replies by smashing his lips onto mine and pinning my arms above my head.

It takes me a second to react as I try moving away from his grip. it was meant to be exciting but something felt wrong and I had to get away.

"Stop it!" I struggle against his lips.
He's only using me for fun remember? He only feels obligated to do this to keep his play mate.

Tears start forming in my eyes as I continue struggling against his lips.

But he keeps going. I try pushing him again and again off me but he's too heavy. Why did it have to be this way?

"GET OFF ME!!! GET OFF!!!" I begin screaming when he moves down to my neck and begins sucking on it.

He glides his hands up my hips as I kick and scream, I felt a queasy and uneasy feeling at the pit of my stomach.

I needed to say something. now.

"GET OFF ME YOU SAVAGE ANIMAL!" I finally scream. the pain in my chest had worsened as soon as I uttered those words.

He immediately stops and stares at me. I gulp as I try maintaining my cool. it hurt to say it but I had to, I couldn't do this anymore.

"That's right! You heard me you beast! Get out of my face before I throw up!" I wince as the pain cuts deep trough my chest.

"You don't mean that do you?" He finally whispers sadly as he looks into my eyes.

I stare as well, trying to hold in my tears. Logan, I'm sorry I have to do this but you I don't want to continue this toxic relationship.

"You bet I am" I angrily snap as I push him off with all my strength.

I don't think it was my push that sent him onto the floor in shock but my words.

He sits there with a hurt look on his face for a couple of seconds then looks up at me with a hard look.

"You really want it to be this way? Fine! Let's keep it that way then!" His eyes darken as he gets up.

He gives me an angry look then begins to walk towards the door.....or where it used to be.

I wanted to cry out and tell him I didn't mean it but I just couldn't.

"But just so you know, we don't know each other anymore, we're simply roommates until you're safe. then you can pack your bags and just leave like you always wanted it to be" he mutters as he gets to the door.

"Logan I-"

But he walks out, completely ignoring me and I'm left there sitting on my bed with a mix of emotions.

Was I doing the right thing? Should I have stopped him?

I had no idea and suddenly cried to my hearts content.

Not only from the pain of those harsh words I had said to him before but the fact that we didn't know each other anymore.

The fact that my greatest fear had come true.

Logan Tuner hates me.

I'm sorry this chapter wasn't really good but I'm not going to update in a while so I had to quickly put it out there. vote and comment!