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♥ one-shot seven // fade into you [fluff] ♥

Inspired By: A thing I need to happen in 2015: Slow dancing (basically a resolution at this point). And I'm vvv in love with this song atm.

One-Shot Title Credit: Mazzy Star

Warnings: None

Genre/Content: Fluff

*pls listen to the song its amaze c:*

~♥~

✖Dan's POV ✖

I yawned, dragging myself to the kitchen. It was only two in the morning, yet I was awake. Why? I don't know, to be honest, but I did know I wasn't going to sleep anytime soon, so I figured why not make some food?

I didn't want to wake Phil up, so I settled on cold cereal and some coffee. Upon getting the things I needed, I dropped three bowls, making a loud sound of plastic hitting floor. "Shit," I muttered, hurrying to pick up the bowls. As if that'll help aanything..

I stood in silence, listening intently to hear any sign of Phil. I didn't hear anything except a small groan, so I assumed he hadn't woken up and continued on making my small breakfast.

I hummed lightly to myself, paying more attention to how much cream I put into my coffee than anything else, so feeling the pair arms wrap around me startled me. I jumped, well, tried, more like twitched.

"What are you doing awake, Dan?"

"Could've said hello first." He just chuckled, so I answered his question. "I don't know, I just woke up. There's no point in me going back to sleep seeing as I barely get it, anyway."

"Oh, well, I'm going to stay awake with you," he yawned.

"No, Phil, you're tired. I can tell by your voice and you're yawning." I started to stir my coffee, taking a sip here and there to taste the sweet and bitterness of it in the hopes they would be somewhat balanced.

"I'm not!" Phil declared, laying his head on my back, his arms still wrapped around my waist.

I chuckled, "Really? You know, you never were a good liar."

"Whatever," he yawned again. "Why don't we do something?"

"Like?"

"Slow dance. Please, Dan."

I laughed lightly, agreeing to the slow dance. Phil ran off to get his phone, bringing it back, then putting on a random slow song. "Fade into you by Mazzy Star? Hm, it'll do." Phil grinned, walking back over to me and throwing his arms around my neck.

I locked my arms around his waist, pulling him firmly against me, swaying us gently side to side. Phil lay his head on my shoulder, closing his eyes, a smile creeping onto his face. I sighed, resting my chin on the top of his head, drowning in the music. The song was really nice, actually, and, for whatever reason, seemed to match this moment.

"I love you so much, Dan," I heard Phil whisper.

"I love you, too, Phil. I always will."

He looked up at me, "Really?"

"Don't doubt it." He smiled again, placing a small kiss on my cheek, and returning to his original position.

This moment could've lasted forever, our bodies melted together, hearts beating the same, our breaths and the song were the only thing to be heard as we danced in our pajamas. No words had to be exchanged in order to show how much we loved each other, we already knew how much we loved each other, and I planned on keeping it that way.

"Will we be together forever?" Phil asked.

"I plan on it."

"What will are wedding be like? Once we have it."

"That'll depend on what time in our lives we are at. But it'll be perfect; everything you want."

"And everything you want."

"And I everything I want." Phil had always made sure I had a say in anything and everything, which was one out of the many reasons I loved him. "Thanks, Phil. That's one of the many reasons I love you."

"What's the number one reason?"

"That you actually love me." He stopped swaying, looking straight into my eyes, "What do you mean by 'actually'?"

I shook my head, "Nothing important."

"If you're implying no one loves you, that's a lie. All our fans love you, your family loves, your friends love you, I love you. Who wouldn't love the one and only Dan Howell?"

I chuckled, "Thank you, Phil."

"Mhm." We started swaying again, not stopping until the song had finished, then replayed it over and over again until morning. No one would really know the amount of love we had for each other and no one would've seen the long hours of slow dancing just because I couldn't sleep. Now that's true love.

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The song didn't play the whole time considering its like four minutes, but whatever, at least you got to hear it (I'm hoping). But I really really really want to slow dance rn and having no boyfriend or girlfriend atm isn't at all helping. I am truly forever alone and that's why I write fan fiction, eases the pain a bit. c: