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Inspired By: Random creativity and the sadness from the end of Death Note. ;-;

One-Shot Title Credit: Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade

Warnings: None

Genre/Content: Kinda sad/Break-up stuff (in a way)

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✖ Dan's POV ✖

"I love you, Dan. I do, I really do. Why can't you say the same to me?! What have I ever done to you except be a good friend?! That's all I do, all I have ever done and now that I'm trying to do more, you refuse me and act as if I don't exist? What a great best friend you are!"

"Oh, you have to get all defensive about nothing! Sorry that I'm afraid to be more! Sorry that I'm not yet ready to move one step further! If you were a true friend, you'd respect my decisions and support me through everything! Seeing as you're being a dick about everything, what's the use of even trying with you?"

"So, what're you saying? We're done, we're over with?!"

"That's exactly what I'm saying! I want nothing to do with you from here on out!"

I watched him pack his things, nothing but anger coursing through my body. My actions didn't reflect what I truly felt, but at that moment, neither of us knew what we felt and did whatever came to mind.

I watched him storm out the door, refusing to turn my back and see him leave. I heard the door slam shut, not realizing the strength Phil was capable of, both physical and mental strength. He didn't seem at all phased, leaving without a second guess.

"Unless you can get your act together.." I whispered to nothing, finishing the very last sentence I said to Phil.

He'll come back, I assured myself day after day. I waited by the door, hoping to hear his knock, the one we made up so we knew who was knocking. I waited and waited and waited. Day in and day out for two weeks, I obsessed over his coming back. I went out and bought him new things, fixed the house, took care of myself, but he never came back.

Nothing I did made him happy, but I thought that's what he wanted. I thought he wanted me to be ready and now, I finally was. But he was never coming back and I had to accept that fact. Phil was never coming back, no matter how much I begged or pleaded or cried.

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This is very short and a break-up (which I rarely write) because I just finished Death Note and I'm so sad ohmygod- I was happy with the ending, but- Agh- I just needed a distraction. ._.