Would you let me lead you even when you're blind?
In the darkness, in the middle of the night
In the silence, when there's no one by your side
Would you call in the name of love?
ℕ𝔸𝕆𝕄𝕀
i've been avoiding erick ever since the kiss. i feel like it was moving way too fast since we just met and we've hardly been on two dates. i can't risk liking someone too much because i know i'm a nuisance to anyone and everyone. and i always end up hurting the people i love.
all ive got from him from the past week is one text which i ignored and he didn't say anything else. smart boy.
although i keep looking at the text frequently. since when have i started to ghost people?
E; hey, can we talk? i'm sorry, i shouldn't have done what i did. idk what came over me but i....i just want you to know i am extremely sorry for what happened and i get it if you're not going to contact me again.
ok i'll admit, there's a part of me thats kinda sad that he's sorry for kissing me. but that was way too fast for us. we haven't even reached the i-trust-you-stage,for fuck's sake!
another text pops up on the screen.
E; you know i can see you online right? strange, i didn't take you for the ghosting type girl..
excuse him?!
N; fyi im only ignoring you since , lets not forget' how you kissed me ON OUR SECOND DATE
E; ouch. but fr tho did you like it?
N; ......
E; ok i am seriously sorry for that. but next time, maybe don't wear a form fitting romper?
N; who says there will be a next time?
E; tell me what i need to do
N; you have to tell your gang about the kiss
E; no wtf theyre gonna choke me
N; hmmm
N; dont really care rn...
E; ugh fine
N; :)
the bell rings. i leave my phone on my bed and open the door. its isla. she looks messy and her eyes look like shes been crying.
"can i please come in ?"
When there's madness, when there's poison in your head
When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed
I will hold you in the depths of your despair
And it's all in the name of love
SONG OF THE CHAPTER ; In The Name Of Love by Martin Garrix and Bebe Rexha
welcome to updating from my laptop during online classes part two!
todays class was biology, which happen to be one of my least favorite subjects 🙃
enjoyyyy
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𝐈 𝐆𝐨𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 - EBC
Lãng mạn'I can see you hurting I've been through the same thing Baby, don't you worry, I got you' She was broken;he was misunderstood. She was breaking down ; he was trying to build up She was unsociable ; he was the 'it' boy She is fragile ; he won't let...
