Are You Hearing Voices?

P. 50

Jason stared at the tablets as they flushed down the toilet. A maniacal smile appeared on his face. All the phases of his plan was now complete. Then he turned around to exit the bathroom. He saw Christy, she was standing at the doorway of the bathroom.

"Jason... what are you doing?" She asked.

Jason didn't say nothing, he just gave her a long stare.

"Why did you just flush my birth control pills down the toilet?" She asked.

Jason didn't know what to say. Christy walked towards him and folded her arms across her chest.

"I..." Jason began to say. He thought hard of something to say, but to no avail, he couldn't think of anything.

Jason then decided to give up, it was time to just let it all out and tell Christy the truth. He dropped to his knees and hugged Christy's legs. He buried his head in her belly, tears began to trickle down his eyes. "No more lies" he thought to himself.

"CHRISTY!" Jason yelled out her name as he hugged her thighs and tears fell down his eyes.

Christy knew the tears were genuine. "Why are you crying?"

She was reminded of the day one year ago when Jason asked her to marry him.

"I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry I went behind your back, I'm sorry for everything. Christy I just wanna really have a son." Jason said as he continued to sniffle.

Christy rubbed his head and put her finger under his chin. She also began to cry.

"Jason..."

"That's all?" She said,

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Jason lifted his head and looked up at his wife as he was down on his knees. The tears that were falling from her eyes struck Jason on his forehead.

"I... don't understand." He said.

"You're not angry."

Christy dropped her hands and rubbed Jason's cheek as he was knelt on the floor.

"No boy." She said softly.

"Why would you think that I'm mad?" Christy asked.

"Because you already said that you don't wanna have a baby and..."

"Jason I'm not mad, if that's what you really want."

"You wanna have a son bae?" She asked.

Jason nodded his head. "Yes please."

"You've already done so much for me bae. You've made me so happy. Now I just wanna make you happy."

Jason gazed up at her, he was stunned. He wasn't expecting that type of response from Christy. She then stopped crying and drew on a straight face,

"But I am angry at the fact you think that you gotta lie to me and go behind my back and lie to me, I don't like that Jason." She said.

"Why couldn't you just be straight up with me?"

Jason looked down, he couldn't bear to stare at his wife in the face.

"I'm sorry bae, I just didn't want to make you angry and you stop loving me and leave me." He said.

"Boy I would not leave you just like that. I told you I love you Jason." She said.

"You do?" Jason asked.

"Yes, I do Jason, and when I love I love hard." She said.

Jason lifted his gaze up and pouted his bottom lip.

"Sooo... you still wuv me?" Jason asked.

Christy gave a short laugh. "Stand up bae."

He did as she commanded. "Tell me what else you want me to do baby. You're in control today." Jason said.