Rex pov
"Ahsoka said she needed some pills?" I asked worried. She didn't tell me what for. "Ah yes, I'll go get those" kix said walking off.
What if something is wrong with the baby. Or ahsoka. Why does she need pills? Is something wrong. If something is wrong with either of them, I will blame Devris. Even though it might not be his fault, I need someone to blame and honestly Devris is the perfect person to blame on any problems at the moment.
For example, ahsoka didn't tell me Devris raped her, Devris's fault. Ahsoka is even more uncomfortable being around boys, devris's fault. Ahsoka is scared to walk through hallways alone or even be alone, devris's fault. Ahsoka has to go to therapy, devris's fault.
"Alright here are the pills for the nausea and getting the baby to its normal growing speed" kix said breaking me out of my thoughts and handing me two things off pills.
"What do you mean? Is the baby ok?" I asked worried. "Oh she must have forgotten to tell you. The baby is behind it's growing speed. It should be bigger, it's no problem though. These pills should get its growth to where it should be in a few weeks" kix said. I let out a sigh of relief.
"So you going to the therapy session?" Kix asked. I nod. "Fives says the sessions are really hard on ahsoka. She usually breaks down and stuff. And it's probably gonna be worse on her because of the hormones." Kix said sadly. I frown a little.
I really wish ahsoak had told me about Devris raping her. But hey, I get why she didn't tell me. Somewhat. But I don't blame her for not telling me. I thank kix and walk out. I put the pill containers in my pocket. I start walking to the therapy room.
I see the door and open it. I look in to see ahsoka sitting on a couch across from a green twilek on a chair. The twilek has a piece of paper on a clip board and she has a pen. I guess she is the therapist.
Ahsoka smiled at me. I close the door and walk over to the couch awkwardly. It was quiet. I sit down next to ahsoka.
"Ooo who's this? This clearly isn't fives" the woman said. "Actually um this is my fiancé" ahsoka said. The lady smiles.
"You told him?" She asked happily. Ahsoka nodded a little. I take her hand in mine. "That's good, we have passed that step" the lady said. Ahsoka nodded.
"Alrighty so today we will be focusing on the flashbacks. I know we briefly touched this subject a few days ago but we didn't really go into it" the lady said. I nod and give ahsoka's hand a comforting squeeze. She smiles at me.
"Now I need you to refresh my memory, when do you get your flashbacks?" The lady asked getting her pen ready.
"Um there's a few times. Um if someone touches me in the hallway, even if it is just someone putting a hand on my shoulder to let them know their behind me, I get flashbacks" ahsoak said.
"Ok, the other times?" The lady asked.
"Um if I get kissed on the neck, um someone tries to remove my clothing" ahsoka started. "Someone meaning me right? No one else is trying stuff on you at the minute right?" I asked worried.
"Yeah I just didn't want to say your name because I didn't want to make you feel bad" she said sadly. I kiss her hand. "Ahsoka I need to know if I'm the one giving the flashbacks or someone else is. So I can learn not to do certain things" I said softly. She nods.
"Yes, Rex has a point, say who gives the flashbacks" the lady said. Ahsoka nods.
"Um sometimes if I'm just cuddling with Rex. Just the physical contact gives the flashbacks" ahsoka said sadly.
"Any other times?" The lady asked writing things down. "Um I get them when I talk about what happened and sometimes at random times" she said. The lady nods.
"And what happens during these flashbacks? Is it usually normal or physical flashbacks?" The lady asked. "Physical" ahsoka said sadly. I give her hand another reassuring squeeze.
"And what happens in these physical flashbacks?" The lady asked. I sadly knew the answer to this question.
"Um I feel him touching me" ahsoka said. "Where?" The lady asked. I could see ahsoka was fighting back tears.
"My thigh, my face, my hands, chest" ahsoka said and a tear fell from her eye. I move my arms to around her waist and pull her onto my lap. I take her hands in mine and rest them on her lap. My chin goes to her shoulder. I just hold her close.
"Ok, what else happens?" The lady asked writing things down.
"Um I can hear his voice, telling me things and calling me things" she said. I could tell she had more tears falling and I didn't even had to see her face to know that. I kiss her shoulder softly.
"Ok, anything else?" The lady asked as she wrote things things down. "Um I can sometimes feel him raping me" ahsoka said her voice breaking a little.
Ok like what is this lady actually doing to help ahsoka, so far I've only seen the lady ask questions and make ahsoka cry.
"Ok, how long do these physical flashbacks last?" The lady asked. "It depends" ahsoka said. "Depends on what?" The lady asked. Ok what is that lady's name.
"It depends on what's happening in the flashback, who I'm with, if I can find someone to distract me from it or comfort me" ahsoka said. I give her hands a comforting squeeze.
"Ok and how would you rate these flashbacks?" The lady asked. What does that mean? This lady is confusing.
"What do you mean?" Ahsoka asked. Good I'm not the only one who doesn't understand. "Like how bad they are. On a scale from 1 to 10. 1 being ok and 10 being the worst" the lady said. Ok that makes more sense.
"Um some are like a 5 but most are a 10" ahsoka said. "Ok thats actually all the time we have today, I'll see you two tomorrow" the lady said smiling. I nod and pick ahsoka up. Carrying her in front of me with my arms still around her waist. We say our goodbyes and leave.
"Rex can you put me down now" ahsoka asked as I closed the door. I set her down and she turned to me. I wipe away a few of the tears still left.
"Did you get the pills?" She asked. I nodded. "Why didn't you tell me the baby isn't growing right" I whispered as we started walking back.
"I forgot to tell you" she said. I nod. "So what should we do now?" She asked as we started walking to the barracks. "We are getting lunch" I said as I started walking to the mess.
"But I'm not hungry" she said. "Ahsoka you are eating for two now" I whispered to her. She sighed. "Fine let's get some food" she said.
That's the end of the chapter. Comment your thoughts on it. I'll update soon, bye!
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