_JACKIE_
"How come you fell in love with Jackie, Taehyung? I mean she is so......you know what I mean" Lisa spoke up as we all were seated at the canteen.
"Hey, what are you trying to say?" I knew she was just teasing me but I was in a very good mood, so I decided to play along.
"I mean-" Lisa's sentence came to a halt as Jisoo smacked her on her head.
"Stop teasing your best friend" she scolded Lisa and all of us started laughing.
Everybody seemed quite happy and thrilled about our newly formed relationship but for some weird reason, I wasn't as much happy as I had anticipated earlier. My long time dream of dating my one and only crush Kim Taehyung was finally changing into a reality but I didn't know why I wasn't quite ecstatic. Something didn't feel right.
Moreover, I was worried about Yoongi. It's been two days since we last talked. After Taehyung confessed to me two days ago, Yoongi had been acting weird. He didn't come out of his tent very often and made himself distant from everyone.
Was he okay?
I tried talking to him but he kept on avoiding me. He ignored me every time we crossed paths. Did he have another fight with the chief? The way uncle Min treated his son was not correct.
I was pulled out from my train of thoughts as a very familiar voice approached from behind us and caught my attention.
"Hey losers" he called us with his bold voice. I turned around only to find Yoongi and his four side kicks, standing with their signature devilish smirks plastered on their faces, just like before.
I ignored their coldness and ran to Yoongi. I wanted to make sure that he was okay. He was my friend and caring about him was my responsibility. I had promised him my presence whenever he needed me.
But as I was about to hug him, Yoongi moved away from me. I was a little taken aback by his actions but decided to overlook his sudden rude attitude.
"What happened Yoongi? Are you okay?" I asked him but he didn't respond. He stood their still with his face turned to the side. I tried to make him look at me by placing my hands on his cheeks but he slapped my hands away.
"Don't you dare touch me, loser" Yoongi scoffed through his greeted teeth. I looked up to stare at his sparkling eyes to search for some kind of emotions and all I could find was hatred. Instantly my heart started filling with a sharp pain. I couldn't help but gape at him with surprised eyes. Yoongi however continued speaking,
"You are a loser Jackie who only cares about herself. You use people and play with their emotions for your own sadistic satisfaction. You maintain a helpful, kind and friendly appearance on the outside but from the inside, you are a cheap, greedy slut who always kisses the chief's butt to stay on his good books. You are the worst person I have ever seen!!"
With every word Yoongi uttered, the pain in my heart kept on increasing and a single drop of tear dropped down from my eyes.
The words stabbed my emotions like a poisonous dagger. I couldn't stop the flood of tears that were threatening to release themselves. I didn't know what I did to deserve such hurtful allegations from him. I just stood there like a frozen statue.I couldn't understand why I felt that way. Earlier, when Yoongi used to affront me, I felt disgust and rage but now the emotions I was feeling were something very unknown that even I couldn't decipher them.
Was I scared of loosing him?
Who was he to me?
Why all of a sudden did his opinions become so important to me?
Suddenly I felt a hard push as four strong words rang in my ears, "I hate you Jackie".
Yoongi's push made me stumble back and I was about to fall down but Taehyung caught me just on time. He seemed extremely mad at him for his rash behavior but before he could confront him, I held Taehyung's wrist firmly and stopped him from his intentions.
"Don't bother Tae. He isn't worth it."
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