_JACKIE_
I couldn't sleep the whole night. All I could do was think about yesterday's interactions.
Why did Yoongi suddenly kiss me?
Why was he so upset about Taehyung and I being together?
Did I really hurt him so much when I went with Taehyung that day?
Several irrelevant questions were filling up my brain cells as the moments of the little PDA kept on screen playing in my mind. I was unable to even judge if the impact was positive or negative.
Was I really angry that Yoongi ruined my first kiss? Or did he ruin it at all?
"Jackie, won't you come out" Lisa's voice broke my deep thoughts.
"Yep. You go, I'm coming" I informed her as I climbed down from my bed. I straight away went into the washroom and splashed cold water on my face to wash away the warm precipitate.
"Get it together, Jackie" I started scolding myself. "You can't acquire feelings for Yoongi! You love Taehyung, remember?"
I tried to get my shit together as I stared at my ugly reflection in the mirror. I had grown dark circles under my eyes due to lack of sleep. It wasn't just yesterday that I was unable to sleep. I didn't sleep very well the last four days either because I was worried about Yoongi.
"Aaghh" I was getting frustrated. The man didn't seem to leave my mind even for once. I never imagined in my worst nightmare that my arch rival would end up featuring in all of my thoughts, that I would end up falling for him.
Wait, did I just say falling for him? No no no no no, this can't be happening!
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"Hey Jackie, you are zoning out again! What happened to you?" Jungkook enquired as he shook me vigorously to bring me back to the earth.
"Nothing" I replied nonchalantly and gave him a fake smile.
"Jackie, can I talk to you for a minute, alone?" Taehyung spoke up and started walking away from the group. There was suspicion evident in his voice.
"Sure" I followed suit behind him.
When we had reached far enough from our gang, Taehyung initiated the conversation.
"Are you okay Jackie?" he asked with worried tone.
"Yes, why do you ask?" I tried to act as normal as possible.
"Ever since we started dating, you seem a little off. Is there something that's bothering you?" Taehyung came close and wrapped his hand around my shoulders.
"No Taehyung, everything's fine" I tried to convince him but he didn't buy it.
"Jackie, our relationship may be new but our friendship isn't. It's almost 17 years old and I don't even remember when we first became friends. I would have never confessed to you if I knew it would ruin our friendship."
"Taehyung-" I tried to talk to him but he cut me off.
"No Jackie, let me finish" he continued talking. "I don't know what exactly happened between you and Yoongi in the mission but I'm pretty sure that your dynamics have changed. The way he looks at you, he definitely feels something for you. Do you feel something for him too?"
"I don't know Taehyung" I broke down and started crying. I thought Taehyung would leave me and go but instead, he pulled me closer into his hug.
"Then you should give him a chance" he said with a genuine smile but I cried even more.
"But Taehyung, what about us?"
"Maybe we weren't meant to be" he sighed. Although he was smiling, I could see sadness clearly visible in his eyes and that broke my heart into pieces.
"I am so sorry Tae." I felt so disgusted on myself.
"It's okay Jackie. I cherish out friendship much more than our relationship. So as long as you consider me your best friend, I'll be happy."
I couldn't believe how considerate Taehyung was. I hugged him tightly and cried a load on his shoulder.
"You wait Tae, I'll find you the best girlfriend. You deserve somebody much better than me" I said without breaking the hug.
"Make sure she's as pretty as I am" Tae exclaimed and we both started laughing at the bitter sweet moment.
_YOONGI_My eyes became watery as I witnessed the scene in front of me. Jackie and Taehyung were in each other's arms and they were smiling at each other. I was so happy about our kiss yesterday but now I knew that it meant absolutely nothing to Jackie and nothing was more heartbreaking than that.
So I ran off to the camp border, pushed the shield disabling button and escaped from the camp premises. I didn't want to stay at the place that only gave me sorrow and pain.
I didn't know what intentions occupied my mind but I dashed to Daniel's castle. But as soon as I was about to enter the building, the guards stopped me,
"Wait, you can't go in" one of them scoffed as they held me down.
"Let me go, I want to meet Daniel, now!" I yelled at them.
"Leave him" a bold voice caught all of our attentions and Daniel's old self walked out of the building and straight towards me.
"Who are you boy? What do you want?" he asked with his deep voice.
"I am from Camp Fortress and I am here to join hands with you."
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