Haikyuu x Reader Oneshots and Lemons

✿Ushijima x Reader - I Wish (Pt. 1)

[I Wish]
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It's my first day at Shiratorizawa since I moved from (country). Where I had previously lived, I constantly struggled with bullying amongst other things, which have lead to my growing depression and sadness. Everyday I struggle to look in the mirror, feeling myself falling further and further away from ever being able to find happiness. I wish I was prettier, I wish I could smile and have all the guys fall for me like other girls. I wish I had a better body. But even when I wish for that, I'm still me, and I can't just magically change. No matter how hard I try, nothing changes, at least, not until now. Now I have a fresh start at Shiratorizawa.

"(Y/N)! Hurry up! You're going to be late if you don't get your butt out of bed right now!" My mother calls to me from downstairs.

I heave a sigh and bask in the comfort of my bed before slowly rolling around and attempting to move just a little bit.

"Okaaay..." I weakly call back to my mom, "Just a minute.."

Slowly, I sit up from my haven in which most call a bed. Flipping the numerous blankets off of me, I decide to go brush my hair and teeth. I apply a little bit of makeup to my face, feeling slightly more confident today. After, I head back into my small bedroom, and change into my new purple-ish uniform. I hate uniforms. I sigh before grabbing my school bag and heading downstairs.

There my mother sits at the table sipping her coffee with a tired and stressed look on her face. My father had died just last year, leaving my mom to take care of everything, and try to double her income to support the two of us. The only way she could do that was by getting a job offer and moving to Japan. I wasn't that close to my father because he was always working, but his death still brought more pain to my life, and my mother's life.

"Morning..." I mumble, passing her and heading to the fridge to grab some orange juice.

"Are you ready for your first day?" She asks quietly, staring out the window.

I pause, "...I guess."

She lets out a light huff, "well... I hope you do well at your new school. I kno-...I know I don't show it much, but I really do care about you, and I want the best for you, (Y/N)."

I feel my heart throb in slight sadness knowing my mother is trying her best for me to have a good life.

"I know... thank you." I say, finishing off my orange juice before slowly making my way to the door.

"I love you."

I smile, "I love you too, mom."

Opening the door, I begin my journey to school, feeling a little bit excited knowing no one knows me, and I finally have a fresh start.

After about fifteen minutes or so of walking, I slowly begin to realize that I have absolutely no idea where I am. I thought I followed the directions exactly how they were written. I try to look around seeing if I recognize any of the streets and to no surprise, I don't. I still have a crappy flip phone too, so it's not like I can look up directions. Ugh! Why on the first day? Suddenly, I spot someone with the same uniform as me walking down a street to my left.

"E-Excuse me!" I call out nervously.

They turn around and I feel my heart practically stop. He's a tall guy, probably around six feet all or so. He has nice olive hair and brown eyes. His eyebrows are knitted together giving him a rather intimidating look. His jawline looks like it could cut like a knife. And his muscles.... oh god his muscles. I can just imagine him wrapping those arms around me and-.

"Do you need something?" He asks, making my heart practically stop again. His voice! Ugh, wait no! Stop it (Y/N), you thirsty teen!

Shaking my dumb thoughts away, I slowly walk over to him, "u-uhm, are you from Shiratorizawa?"

He simply nods.

"Well, uh, it's my first day, and uhm, I got lost while on my way, so I was wondering if you knew where it was..." I feel my voice slowly getting quieter as I get more and more nervous from talking to him.

He stares at me for a second seemingly contemplating something before turning around and continuing on his way. I stand there stunned. How rude!

He stops and turns around again, "are you coming?"

Never mind! "Uh yeah!" I lightly jog up and walk along side him.

The walk to school is quiet, neither one of us saying a word. I feel my eyes draw up to him from time to time. I realize how tall he actually is. He's at least a head taller than me, and I feel inferior in comparison. It doesn't stop at his height though. I feel inferior in every category, from looks to strength, and everything in between.

"Your name," his voice shakes me out of my clouded thoughts.

"Huh?"

"What's your name?" He repeats.

I blush nervously, "Ah, uhm, my name is (Y/N), (F/N)(L/N), and you?"

He stops walking, catching me off guard, "my name is Ushijima Wakatoshi."

Damn, even his name is sexy.

"Nice to meet you, Ush-Ushijima-kun." I stutter out.

"You as well, (Y/N)," he smiles. "I look forward to getting to know you more," he holds out his hand to me for me to shake.

I just stare at it for a good ten seconds before slowly sliding my hand into his, "y-yeah!"

Maybe this year will be better than I thought.

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