Silent Memories (Emery Scott)

Chapter Eighteen

Emery Scott~

Laying here with Axel was everything I needed, for the first time since I joined college I felt as if everything was going to end up okay. It's amazing really... how someone just holding you can make you feel so safe but its true, he felt like home.

"You're so beautful" he whispered looking directly into my eyes. I didn't think I was beautiful but that doesn't mean I thought i was ugly, I find my self plain. If my mum ever heard me say this I think it would break her, she has always told me I am one of a kind, that I am extraordinary and whenever I mention something I hate about myself she gives me a thousand reasons as to why I should love it.

I knitted my eyebrows together "I'm not" I replied shrugging. Axel glared at me pulling my face closer to his where he placed a single kiss on my lips. creasing my face with his hand.

"You are in every possible way" he replied. I couldn't help it this boy made me feel so giddy inside, my stomach felt like butterflies were dying to escape. I could feel my cheeks blushing a slight shade of pink and I let out a nervous laugh.

"I could get used to you being all mushy" I teased pinching his cheek.

"Did you just pinch my cheek Emery?" he asked his tone serious making me think oh fuck. I nervously gulped nodding my head.

"Uh yeah I did" I replied sheepishly.

Axel began to shift his body away from mine making me think oh shit I have ruined the moment only to come back and hit me with a pillow from the floor. It took me a minute to register what had happened, the impact of the hit shocked me I must have had it written all over my face because the laugh that Axel let out was honestly music to my ears. "Oh... its on" I grinned with a hint of evil in my tone grabbing the pillow from next to be knocking Axel around the head.

"Oh no you didn't" he growled hitting me back. I liked the playful side of Axel, his eyes had this sparkle in them something I hand't seen before, normallythey look so sad and broken. I licked my lips in awe of the boy before me. How is it he could make me feel so many things at once?

"What you gonna do about it pretty boy?" I asked mocking him.

"Wh... What am I going to do?" he replied a mischievous smile on his beautiful lips. He pulled me closer pushing me flat to the bed, his hands pining me down to stop me from escaping his hold. Axel straddled me licking his lips his eyes filled with lust. I could feel my heartbeat begin to race, I could feel the air being sucked from my body.

I gulped as he began to inch closer to my body, he was driving me crazy. I had been touched by a boy before... only once and it didn't end all that well but the way Axel was touching me, the things he caused my body to do was something I had never experienced before, I was soaking for him although I hope he didn't notice this because it is very awkward.

A kiss was placed on my lips, he made his way to my neck leaving a trail of kisses causing me to squirm, how could a simple kiss on the neck be making me feel this way?

He slowly removed his hand from my arm keeping one of my arms pinned down, he kept his eyes on mine as he lifted the top I had put on when we almost had the Jamie situation. His eyes left mine briefly, his tongue tracing his lips as he looked over my body, fuck stop looking at me that way. He looked back at me as he moved his hand to trace over my stomach making its way towards my breasts where he cupped them in my bra. fuck, fuck is all I could think. The touch was enough to make me want him but it was too soon. I needed it to stop, but? I didn't want him to so instead I watched as his face moved closer to my breasts, kisses placed upon them. he lifted my bra forward so my nipple was exposed tracing his thumb over it. FUCK.

The pleasure this gave me was everything, I needed him to touch me. I needed him to release me.

I was throbbing.

I could feel myself moving at his touch my back arching as he sucked on my nipple, I can't even explain what my body was doing. Axel moved his face back to my lips my breast still exposed. Before he touched my lips once more "You're so fucking sexy, Emery" he breathed his mouth crashing on mine, his tongue immediately gaining access to my mouth igniting fireworks inside me.

And then...

Then he stopped.

Axel released my arms and moved off of me leaving me here breathless and shocked. I couldn't move, it was as if I was paralysed from the pleasure I had just endured.

"Tease" I exclaimed trying to catch my breath. "Why did you stop?" I asked curious.

"Because that was enough punishment" he whispered placing a kiss on my nose. I pulled my top down slightly disappointed, I think he could sense that I was upset... did he not like what he saw? "Stop overthinking, you're beautiful... I stopped because I want this to mean something... I don't want to er" he scratched his head slowly before completing his sentence "rush." he replied pulling me into a cuddle.

I glanced at the clock next to his bed and my eyed widened, it was five fucking AM. How does time disappear when I am with him? the ache in my head had vanished, I didn't feel anything from my injury earlier that night.

I could feel myself becoming sleepy... the tiredness beginning to take over. I don't know what it was about his arms but the minute they wrapped around me I was out dreaming of the blue eyed boy that was slowly stealing my heart.

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Hello!! so this one was a bit of a shorter chapter, I didn't want to rush into anything I have so much exciting things coming up for you all!

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