Silent Memories (Emery Scott)

Prologue:

Emery Scott~

I once felt that nobody could ever understand me enough to love me. I never thought I would find a person who I could give all of myself too. I believe that only once in your life, you'll find someone who can completely turn your world around.

I thought I had found that person who completely redefined my idea of what love is and what love should be. That it needn't be possessive, violate or detrimental to your well-being, but can be selfless, gentle and consistent an should empower you to pursue your passions. That it should balance and enrich a life, not tear it to pieces.

I wanted for him to hurt. I wanted him to understand that what he had done to me. I should have known better. My parents? I promised myself I would be nothing like them. How could I be so stupid and naive? They warned me. I say they but I really mean my dad. My mum told me to follow my heart and I did but look where that got me? The very place my dad told me I would end up, chasing someone who will only end up destroying me.

I had no idea that my College experience would consist of this, that it would revolve around games and lies. I was naive. I still am naive. I still think the real him will come back to me. The humorous, kind, sensitive boy I had grown to love who hid behind this façade of a bad boy but am I just trying to fool myself?

From our first encounter, Axel changed my life in ways I could never had imagined. I sometimes think to myself if I could go back would I do anything differently, if I had known what he was really like? I would love to say yes, yes, I would go back I would fight it, I would have more respect for myself. I would be lying, because I can't say that when a part of me knows I would do it all over again just see him open himself to the world, too experience the passion and memories all over again. But that does not mean I had forgotten all the pain he caused me, the humiliation and torment. I should have believed him when she said he would break me because that is exactly what he did.

He broke me.

My heart would never be what it once was....

Whole.

I was stupid to believe that he loved me because I will never forget the sound of his words when he told me that he doesn't and never had, the love I thought we had consumed me, his touch burned me. Those piercing blue eyes will forever be engraved in my memory. I can't stop picturing his devilish brown hair and the way his hands would run through it. His aftershave would linger on me for hours. I loved it. There was nothing I did not love. But how can you love a person who is not willing to accept that they can be loved.

How can you fight for love when you are fighting alone?

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Hey guys! So here it is my new story! SILENT MEMORIES . I'm so excited to share this with you I have been working on this for a while now and I'm so happy to finally release the first chapter!

Please let me know what you think and make sure to vote and comment! All feedback is greatly appreciated ♥️

This is a fanfiction based on the daughter of HESSA! some quotes that will be used I do not own.

Thanks guys...

Kiera x