Love never dies

Chapter 6 : His child

Christine POV

It's been two months since Erik left me and two months since I got married to Raoul . Yet , I still think about Erik . Still think about that night . Raoul haven't been treating me right . He gets even more violent and drunk and everytime he drinks he will try to sleep with me but I refuse to do so . Whenever I did he will hit me but then he end up getting dizzy and go to sleep straight away and not remember a thing the next day .

I continue living my life as a vicomtesse . Always wearing nice clothes which is so tight and uncomfortable. I have to tie my hair up so that it's appropriate. Life as vicomtesse is so boring . It's always meeting rich people for business sake . Raoul always bring me to meet new people . People that is arrogant and self centred . These people are not my type of people . I had no choice but to act like one . Raoul is not that violent guy when he is in business.

Today , I was supposed to go to a dinner party held at one of Raoul's friend house . I was getting ready when I suddenly felt a weird sensation in my stomach . It aches so much that I felt like vomiting. So I went to the toilet and vomit it all out. What is this? Why am I feeling like this? I told Raoul about my situation and he asked me to stay at home. He said there will be a doctor coming to visit. So I nodded and rested at home. Raoul went on with the dinner party .

The doctor came into my room and check on me .

" Congratulations vicomtesse . Your pregnant ."
" What ?! I'm pregnant?! "
" Yes my dear .. That's a normal reaction all woman gave when they find out their pregnant. You are 6 weeks along . You are feeling a little tired , I suggest you rest now . "
" thank you doctor . " I said and then she left .

Oh no . Oh no . How am I going to tell Raoul ? What would he say ? What would he do ? Will he get even violent ? It's not his .. it's .. I can't even say his name . You left me alone with a child now . This is so wounding . Right now , I just wish you are here . How happy you would be when I told u that I'm pregnant . The baby is yours Erik . Somehow I was praying to god to let Erik be back , let him come back to me so he will know and so that he would take care of me like how he did when I was a lost child . God I miss him so much . My heart is aching so much .