The Freaks of the School (Amanene)

Amane's Past

**Amane's POV**
I know that Nene-chan is worried, and wanting to know why I keep so many secrets. But me killing myself is too harsh for her heart to handle. I'm protecting her, and making sure she doesn't leave me. In my past I've had many people tell me and my brother how we're disgraces, even our own parents left. I guess it's just hard for me because how my life has only gone downward.

**Years Ago**

"Amane..." Tsukasa tugged Amane's shirt.

"Yes?" Amane looked around back at my twin brother.

"Someone said I should die, they said I was ugly as well." Tsukasa complained to Amane.

"Then they should die as well. I wish them to." Amane explained.

Little did Amane know, that wish was going to become reality. His brother, Tsukasa, would do anything for his brother to be happy. Amane wasn't bullied as much as Tsukasa. so he wanted him to be happy. Tsukasa told him the ones that were best to, the least bad ones, he always thought. Tsukasa did so, but it was later that evening that made Amane find out everything and turn violent towards people.

Amane was hungry, he hadn't eaten since lunch, earlier that day. He'd get off his bed and head to the kitchen. His eyes instantly widened and he grew teary eyed. His brother had a knife pointed at himself, Amane couldn't believe his eyes.

"Tsukasa, don't." Amane ran to his younger twin brother and knocked the knife away. He gave Tsukasa a hug.

"A-Amane?" Tsukasa muttered, shock in his eyes and his voice.

"Tell me what the did to you... Please." Amane begged.

"They physically hurt me, Amane, they did. I didn't want to tell you because I knew that you'd stand up for me in a horrible way." Tsukasa said, "I killed the person earlier."

"I'll kill anyone who tries to hurt you, Tsukasa. I care too much to let you sit there being bullied like that." Amane promised.

*A Few Years Later*

Amane and Tsukasa were walking to school. Amane washed blood off of his hands, someone tried tempting us by saying to kill her. They did, Tsukasa watched because he killed the last person and it was Amane's turn. They've killed people since kindergarten because of the cruel people. They recently transferred to a new school for middle school, it was a month after their parents abandoned them. Tsukasa was also too sad to kill people, Amane said he wanted to kill himself. Amane didn't enjoy killing people even if he tried to stop. He cried every night, almost dying by getting hit by a car because Amane was distracted. Tsukasa was really worried and has been telling him one day a good influence would come.

Tsukasa was actually praying for one to come.

Tsukasa knew that Amane decided this over summer break. They've killed more than the average kill rate per month. He wanted to change as well, but they never were able to. It was a horrible habit started at such a young age, that it'd be impossible. A girl, Nanamine Sakura actually was making sure they didn't stop for rumors when they got in middle school, which she already shared. People's whispers to avoid them weren't helping either. They didn't know a single thing about them.

*End of Past, Amane's POV*

I really, really hate myself for what happened. If Tsukasa and I were never born, it would've helped Earth so much, but leaving Nene-chan defenseless during that one night and in middle school when they saved her from her fake friend. Was Nene-chan really telling the truth about being trapped indoors her whole life though? I've seen her before a few times outside, not in school except for three days at middle school but that's it. I think she meant since middle school.

I sighed, I didn't want to go anywhere, but we were going to an amusement park today. I didn't want to object, so I'd act like I was sick. Tsukasa knows why, most likely, but no one else does.

**Author's Notes: I am so sorry about this short of a chapter OwO. I just don't have ideas that'd relate to his past asides from other sad things. I don't want to break your tears by this story. If you want something less sad you can go to my profile and read Believe In Love With Me. It's less sad by a long shot, and that one Yashiro doesn't believe in love, I've never seen a  Toilet Bound fanfic of her not believing in love so I made one. Also a big thanks to those who asked the Q/A questions! Also ask more questions in the new story!**