When love hurts

Chapter 10

BEFORE YOU START THIS CHAPTER DONT FORGET TO READ THE ANNOUNCEMENT I HAVE IN THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER. ITS REALLY IMPORTANT!!!!
 

That being said........ you may begin

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Sometimes it's not the conflict that triggers emotional pain but the silence.

Blocking, avoiding and ignoring loved ones can be just abusive as verbal attack.

I've been avoiding Mason through out this week. He still doesn't know that I saw the text message from his precious bunny.

I haven't been my self since and I haven't even gone to work this week. I don't have time for anyone right now. I'm just so emotionally stressed.

I can't deal with this any longer

This past week my mind has been racing with possible reasons to why mason would do this to me.

And the only reason I could come up with was the only reason there could be

Because I couldn't have a baby.

But at least now we are having a baby.

So why is he still seeing her. Why.

Today I decided to get my minds of things and go to see Racheal and my baby today.

I stopped over at the supermarket to buy her some of the things that she has been craving in her pregnancy.

I did not mind. It made me happy and definitely I somehow imagined how it would be like if I was the one carrying the baby.

I couldn't help but be jealous of her because of all the gifts and attention she has been receiving from Patrick and Vivian.
In their eyes she was the one giving them their grand Child.

Not me

Would mason still be seeing bunny if I was the one pregnant.

Ughh I need to get that thought out of my head. What's happened has happened.
I know I should confront him. But I can't. I'm too much of a coward to do that.

I know he's cheating but a part of me just feels like if I confront him that would be the final straw to end my marriage

And I couldn't do that.

We were the golden couple. Definitely I didn't care about appearances and living a Fake life to please an audience, but I knew better.

I have been married to a celebrity long enough to know how much we could both loose if this gets out to the public.

I wasn't going to take that chance. And if that meant being in a fake marriage and keeping up fake smiles for the public eye, then so be it.

But I wouldn't have my son grow up in a broken home.

I know firsthand what that feels like and I cannot out my baby boy through that.

Thinking about him makes me even more excited to see Racheal.

She's 4 months pregnant entering 5 moths and I must say pregnancy is really great on her.

I pulled up in front of her apartment complex and made my way upstairs.

"Hope ah thank you for coming. Omg you bought chocolate fudge thank you I was running out off"

She greeted when she opens the door for me

She was wearing a sports bra and biker shorts only so her pregnancy belly was out on full display

"Your welcome. I just picked it up on instinct"

I said as I walked into living room laying the things I bought on the center table.

She took her seat beside me.
I reached over to her and Carressed her baby bump.

My baby boy. I love you so much.
I know your daddy loves you too. No mater what happens between us. I promise I'll do my best to always be there for you and protect you.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I reflected on everything that has happened with mason.

"Sweetie what's wrong" Racheal asked as she saw a tear drop from my eyes

I quickly wiped it off

"Nothing. I'm just very emotional about the baby. I can't wait for him to come."

"I'm not buying that Hope. What's wrong."

Should I tell her? I mean she's my best friend and I could trust her with my life especially since she's carrying my baby.

"It's Mason"
I wept. At the mention of his name she tensed up.

"W-what happened with him." She stuttered

Well here goes nothing.

"He's having an affair." I whispered.

She viably tensed. Like she was still. Maybe she was shocked?

"What do you-how did - what-...makes you think so?" She stammered.

I told her all about the text that morning and everything happened after that.

"Do you know who this bunny is."

"No I don't. Who ever she is though, she better be happy with her life now that she has ruined mine."

She visibly relaxed and let out a breath. She gave me a small smile and pulled me to her embrace.

"Oh you poor thing. How could he do this to you. It doesn't make sense. I'm so sorry"

"It's no ones fault. But I least I'll have my baby soon. That's all that matters to me right now."

"I understand. But if you find anything else about this bunny make sure you tell me first okay?"

After I promised I would, I stayed at her house for the next couple of hours before deciding to head home

What a long ass emotional day
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You guyssssssss.  
Crazy chapter. I feel so bad for her. But let me tell you we aren't even any where close to the main plot of this book. I promise you that you won't be able to predict the ending.

I'm not going to update for a while mainly because I need to know if you guys want more chapters. If this book gets higher reads and votes  then I'll continue. It makes me know that my writing isn't in vain and y'all are actually interested in what's gonna happen next.

Until next time my loveliesssss
Bimpe💕