So you guyyyyyyssss.
I realized I skipped a chapter 8. Ooops sorry. My bad.
But there's no way I can fix that now except I edit the WHOLE book and Mann I don't have time for that.
Any ways...... life continues and so does the book.
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Masons been avoiding me.
And I've been avoiding him
At least I have a valid reason not to speak to him but he??
Why the hell isn't he at least trying to speak to me.
We've basically been living like strangers in the house.
I wonder how my marriage came to this. If someone had shown me a vision of my marriage now I wouldn't still have believed it.
The silence in this house was deafening.
Mason was hardly home these days but right now he was home.
I really want to confront him so bad.
Putting on my big girl shoes I decided to go ahead and put an end to this misery of a life. We have to address the elephant in the room.
I was waiting outside his home office door trying to give myself reasons to back out.
At the same time I knew this needed to be done. Enough is enough.
He doesn't get to treat me like this.
I knocked on the door.
No reply.
I was about to knock again before I heard a faint "come in"
There's no turning back now
Let's get this over with.
I shakily strolled into his semi-large office room and immediately spotted him in his seat behind the large oak table firing through some paper work.
Deep breathes.
In out in out in out
Okay let's do this
"Hey." I managed to choke out.
He finally glanced at me for the first time since I entered the room.
"Do you need anything?"
He asked. Saying the words but not really meaning them.
I took a seat in front of him and sat up straight with my legs crossed and arms folded
"We need to talk". I said in the bravest voice I could muster.
I not usually this weak. I've never been the type to let people trample on me. But being hopeless does this too you. Fear does this time you. Fear of loosing the person I've ever loved and ever known to love me.
Fear of loosing my life partner.
Fear of facing the monsters in my dreams.
Fear of losing my husband.
He put the papers down and sighed
"I don't have to me for this Hope you can see that I'm very busy."
He. Did. Not.
"You are very busy.? Well I said we need to talk and I'm not going to leave until we talk"
Brave me was slowly crawling to the top and I was too elated to give up now.
"And I said I'm busy. You can clearly see that I've been busy lately."
That's when it hit me.
He knew.
He knew that I knew
That's why he has been avoiding me
Holy shit why didn't I think of this sooner.
He knew I had found out about his infidelity and he's been avoiding me.
But how did he know?
Wasn't I careful enough.
"You know. You know what I'm talking about that why you've been avoiding me. Why masons why"
I'm seriously trying to control my tears right now. I'm fighting to push it to the back and not let the flood gates open.
And you know what this bastard did?
He
Didn't
Fucking
Deny
It
"Yes I know Hope and it's really disgusting to know that you went through my phone. I didn't think you would stoop so low to go digging in my phone"
"How dare you try to pin this on me. I'm ducking desperate and you know it. You're having and affair and your still defending your self. Don't you feel remorse"
I can't believe this right now. He's really doing this. Who is this man before me because it certainly isn't my husband.
"Oh please Hope. What did you expect. That I would still be faithful after five years. Cut the bullshit. You caused this. Because of your ability not to have a child you've pushed me away. Things changed between us. And if I'm not getting any at home then I'm sure as hell getting it out side."
I can believe this. He's really yelling at me. How dare he.
I was already a sobbing mess now. It's all my fault. He's really trying to make it seem like my fault in all this. What. The. Fuck.
"How should you do this to me mase. You're my husband. My life partner. We took our vows. This ain't what you promised me." I sobbed.
"Look Hope I love you. I really do but sometimes I can't stand you."
"You love me. You love me. This ain't how you treat people you love you suck bastard.!!!!"
"Watch your tone with me."
He warned.
I can't even stand the sight of him right now.
I stood up and ran out of the room as fast as I can.
Never have I ever felt so stupid.
Never have I ever felt so useless
Never have I ever felt so desperate for someone's love
Never have I ever been betrayed like this.
If I ever thought my marriage wasn't over before, it certainly is now
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I'm an emotional mess right now. Ughhh. Yes guys I'm back cause I got the motivation I needed to continue and I hope you guys keep supporting me. I really need it. Love y'all.
Until next time
Bimpe💕
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