WARNING!!
this chapter and the next few chapter are going to be quite short because I don't want to prolong the book and there's something coming.
Don't say I don't tell yah.
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There are two things that prevent us from being happy.
Living in the past and not observing others.
Maybe I should have been more cautious and observed the things that were happening be fore me.
Maybe I should have looked closer and seen the things that were right in front of me.
But I didn't
I couldn't.
No matter how much I wanted to believe that something just felt wrong about a everything that was happening, I couldn't believe it.
Or maybe I didn't just want to believe it.
Racheal was going to have the procedure tomorrow.
I was busy all day reading about it and the risks that were involved and found out that some surrogates didn't end up being pregnant or they later had a miscarriage.
But that was just in some cases.
And I had a gut feeling that everything was goin to be fine
Yet why did something just feel so....off
Like something was wrong
Something I wasn't paying attention to.
But instead of thinking about it like I should have, I didn't.
I decided to ignore the bad feeling that I was having and just live.
Live with it and breathe.
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Today was the day
The day was today
It's happening to day.
As I lay on the stretcher in the hospital gown, I couldn't help but feel excited.
My stomach curbed in excitement and my eye bags were evidence that I hadn't have much sleep last night.
He'll I didn't even sleep last night
Racheal was on a stretcher next to me holding my hand dresses in the same thing I was
"It's going to be okay"
She assured me
We were both going into the theatre
I was going to have an egg removed and fertilized by Mason so they can place it in Racheal.
This was the happiest I've been all my life
I can't believe this is really happening.
I was going to have a baby.
The anesthesia must have finally started working because soon I was met with darkness
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Beep beep beep
I slowly opened my eyes and was met with the smiling form of my husband.
"Hey. How do you feel"
He asked with a nervous smile
How do I feel
I feel weird
Not the kind of weird that I just had an egg taken out, but the kind that was normal
It feel like I didn't even have a procedure done
"Did they do it". I decided to ask
"Yes they did"
Really. I feel normal
Wasn't I at least supposed to be uncomfortable.
Any ways. I guess I was lucky. It's not like I was looking forward to pain or something
"Where's Racheal"
"She's in the others room. She woke up a few minutes ago."
She woke up before me? Why did I have a feeling that something was wrong.
Hmmm.
"Okay. Can I leave now. Can we go?"
"Of course you can"
Dr micheals answered as he walked into the room holding a clip board.
Well that's nice.
"There's no reason for us to keep you here any longer. So you can be on your way. But like I said the procedure is not 100% effective. She can take a pregnancy test in the next two weeks and then we'll see how it goes."
He explained
"Okay. Thank you so much." Mason thanked while I grabbed my bag on the cabinet and prepared to leave.
We stopped by Racheals room to get her and together the three of us made it into the car and back home with the list of dos and don'ts that the doctor gave Racheal the o follow in these two weeks
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Racheal stayed for a while with us before she got tired and had to go back home.
Currently I was laying in masons chest with my legs sprawled out on the rest of his body.
Listening to the rhythm of his heart beat and enjoying the silence.
"I'm so happy" I spoke.
"Me too."
"It's finally gonna happen. Our biggest dreams."
I adjusted my eight and looked up into his electric blue eyes that was laced with sadness
"What's wrong.?"
I asked him
He kept staring at me as if trying to tell me with he's eyes but he ended up saying
"Nothing."
But obviously there was something wrong.
Why wasn't he talking to me about it.
Something's been wrong for the past month now but still he hasn't said anything to me
After a while of doubt full thoughts, I felt sleepy and decided to call it a night.
But before I slept I heard him mutter
"Hopefully one day you'll forgive me"
And then darkness came
Was I imagining things?
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What's happening. What's mason hiding.
It's a short chapter but I already warned yah
Until next time my lovelies
Bimpe💕
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