Chapter Thirty

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by PayneBear

by PayneBear

Niall's POV

A numbness just took over my whole body as I drove to the hospital. Why wasn't it me? I asked myself. Diana did nothing wrong, she'd suffered all her life. I was just bigger cause of pain upon her small fragile body. I was the reason she was in this state. She's most probably dead because of me and there's nothing I can do. I can't even take back everything I did and said so everything will be okay again.

I opened my eyes and saw that we were already parked in the hospital car park. "Niall, we need to go in now." Liam said softly. I slightly nodded my head and forced myself to get out the car. "Liam, I don't think I can do this." I sobbed. "Yes you can." He said. "No I can't. I've poisoned her with words over and over and I've hit her final spot. I drove her to this because I was cheating on her. I didn't want anything like this to happen!" I cried. Nobody spoke another word, instead they walked ahead and into the reception of the hospital.

I was still stood in the hospital and then finally decided to move a foot and began then walking into the hospital after everyone else. No one I knew was in the reception which meant they must be on their way to Diana's room. "Is Diana Clark already in a room?" I asked the receptionist. "The girl who was in the truck collision? Yes, she is in room 372." The receptionist told me. I nodded before sprinting off down various halls trying the find Diana's room.

Finally, I saw the room and without a second thought barged through the door. Thinking back I wish I hadn't. Everyone was sat around a bed but Diana was nowhere to be seen. "What's happened?" I asked nobody in particular. "She's in critical condition. There's a ten percent chance she will survive. She's pretty messed up Ni. Her left leg has been broken is several parts and she's completely broken her right arm. She also fractured a part of her skull Ni. He face is pretty messed up, she needed loads of stitches in it." Louis told me as El cried in is lap. "What are they doing right now?" I
managed to ask. "We don't know, she was in here and then they took her out." Liam said. "I need to see her. I may not have a choice but I'll still choose her any day. Selena is nothing." I said, my voice cracking. "But you chose Selena over Diana. You wanted to marry her bro, what happened?" Liam asked softly. "Management happened." I mumbled quietly. "Management set you up to this?! Did they not see that you love her?! Oh my god! They do realise that if Diana's gone, we're gone?" Harry paced up and down. "I just need to see her Li," I sobbed, "She could be dead you know." I added. "I know Ni, I know." He whispered, holding me tightly and patting my back.

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Several hours passed and we still hadn't heard anything about Diana's situation. It was finally kicking in that she might not be breathing so I just gave up with the fighting. I just let the numbness take over my body, it calmed me, I didn't feel the pain.

Diana's POV

Everything was black and then a grey colour started enveloping me, taking over the blackness. "Diana, baby." A voice that was so very familiar sounded around me. "W-who is it?" I asked out. "It's your mammy baby girl. I know that you're sick of fighting and you want to give up, but you gotta stay strong for me. You've gotta stay down their with all your new friends and most importantly, Niall. I know you two aren't together right now but he does love you." My mother spoke from a distance. "How do you know this stuff? You're dead. Am I dead?" I asked. "No, sweetie, you're not dead. I know all of this because I've been watching over you, watching you grow up. And I know that Niall loves you more than his own life. It may not seem like it because of the situation you're both in, but sit him down and get him to explain himself and why he broke up with you. I promise you that once you know the truth you'll fall for him all over again. So do me a favour, live your life, complete it and love Niall. You may think Justin is someone you love but you know he's just a rebound and he knows it too. so wake up, and forgive Niall. And you have my blessing to marry him when the time comes." She said, then finally the greyness turned white and I sucked in a big breath of air. My eyes opened wide and I could see a bright light shining in my eye. "Goodness gracious, Miss Clark it is a true miracle that you've woke. We were close to turning off the machines as you showed no sign of pulling through. Of course we're glad you are but you'll have to stay in here a while until you recover properly." A doctor told me. "A-am I in hospital then?" I asked. "Indeed you are, your car was driving at horrific speeds and your brakes weren't working which caused you to crash straight into the side of a large delivery truck. The front of your car was completely smashed and of course you were in the front which means you were injured secretly. So much so we thought you weren't going to make it. I'll bring in a mirror shortly so you can see the damage on your face but as well as facial damage your left left is broken in several places, your right arm is completely broken, you've even damaged your skull but over time that will heal by itself. You had to have quite a few stitches in your face but they will be removed in a few months time. I am sorry to tell you all of this Miss Clark." The doctor explained. "Diana, please call me Diana. Is anyone here for me?" I asked croakily. The doctor held up a finger and left the room but shortly returned with a cup of water. He handed me the water and I eagerly drunk from it, treasuring the feeling of the cool water dripping down my sore throat. "There is in fact quite a few people here for you. A group of young boys and three young girls. Would you like to see them?" He asked me. I nodded and he left the room again. When he returned Eleanor, Danielle, Perrie and four boys plus one all entered my room. "You need to be careful with Diana as she's had a rough night. She's also very fragile at the minute." The doctor, who I still didn't know the name of, told everyone. "Diana.." Niall whispered. I quickly turned my head in his direction. "El." I croaked. "Come here girl." She cried, wrapping her arms around me and hugging me softly. "I was so scared." She whispered in my ear. "I'm sorry." I whispered back. "I'm never leaving you alone in a car again." She joked. "I'm so sorry." I repeated. "You don't have to be sorry, you were worked up and didn't realise what you were doing." El explained. "I nearly killed myself." I blinked. "I won't let it happen again." She said, promisingly. "I want to be alone." I whimpered. El and everyone else looked heart broken when I pushed El away. Everyone continued to stare at me. "No! Stop looking at me! Leave me!" I screamed, thrashing wildly in the tiny bed. Everyone ran out the room but one person. "Diana, calm down. Please calm down. You're going to be fine and you're still beautiful. A few scars aren't going to change that." He whispered calmly in my ear. "No! Don't say that! Don't lie! Go away! I hate you! I hate you so much! You ruined me." I cried. "Everything's going to be okay. I promise." He whispered in my ear, holding me to my chest and smoothing out my hair. I didn't have the energy to fight anymore so I just let him comfort me even though he caused this pain. I just let him hold me, even though I wanted to hate him I knew I couldn't because I loved him too much. I wanted to hate him and push him away but I loved him so much and it'd felt like forever since he'd held me like that and I'd missed the feeling. Although he'd caused most of my pain I still felt safest in his arms and his arms only. Justin couldn't compare to Niall by half and I know that, even my mum knows that.

A/N: Omg! So I finally updated! Sorry it took a while but I've been super busy with school and it was my birthday the other day and I was doing things to celebrate! Anyway, now this chapter is up I hope you enjoyed reading it!