Diana (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter Thirty-One

Niall's POV

Even though it had been about a week it'd felt like forever since she'd let me hold her like that. I cherished every single moment but obviously this would have to end and some point and the ending came to quickly. Diana soon pushed me away without hesitation. "I need you." I said, my voice cracking. "I don't need you." She replied. "Just go. Please just go." She begged, fresh tears replacing the dried ones. I still didn't leave her side. "I said leave! Goddammit just leave!" She yelled. This took me by surprise so I slowly stood up and left the room, looking behind me to see Diana in tears.

Diana's POV

I leaned backwards, although it sent a wave of pain through my body, and pressed the red buzzer. A few seconds later a nurse entered my room. A look of sadness flashes across her face when she saw me. "Can you please take me to the bathroom?" I hiccuped. She nodded, and carefully helped me out of bed and lead me to the bathroom. "I'll be right outside the door." She said, shutting the door behind me as I slowly entered. When I knew the door was securely shut, I quickly turned the lock and then looked in the large mirror, just staring back at myself. "Why are you so ugly?!" I screamed. "You're a monster! Why don't you go change yourself into someone who is pretty! That's why Niall doesn't love you!" I yelled at myself, running and hand down my face as I calmed down, just staring into the mirror and crying. I quickly wiped my tears as I heard the nurse cough. I stumbled over and flushed the toilet and then went back to the door, unlocked it and opened it. "Are you okay, hun?" The nurse, Claire, asked me. "Yeah." I said as she guided me back to the bed and helped me get comfy. "Do you want anyone to see you?" Claire asked. "Could you find my group of visitors and ask for Niall Horan, please?" I asked. "Okay, love. He'll be in shortly." Claire said. I nodded and slumped back into the bed as Claire left to get Niall.

Niall's POV

I was sat in the waiting room, along with everyone else. I hated this. I hated the feeling that took over my body, the feeling of knowing she doesn't want me. Nobody even tried to comfort me because they know it wouldn't work, which I guess is kinda sad, but it's just the way it is. Just as I was thinking these things a nurse came into the waiting room and looked among our group. "Which one of you is Niall Horan?" She asked. "Me." I replied. "Come with me please. Diana's asking for you." She said. "W-what? Diana's asking to see m-me?" I stuttered. "Yep." The nurse nodded. I stood from my seat as quickly as I could and hurried after the nurse. Just hearing that she was asking for me made my day completely. The nurse stopped outside Diana's room and knocked on the door. "Come in." Diana's weak voice spoke. Hearing her voice alone made my heart skip a beat. We both stepped into the room and Diana weakly smiled at the nurse. "Thank you, would it be okay if you could leave us to talk?" Diana croaked. "Of course." The nurse said, turning around and exiting the room, leaving Diana and I alone. "Niall." Diana whispered. "I'm sorry." My voice cracked. "I'm sorry I hurt you. And I know I always apologise but this time I really am sorry. I didn't want to hurt you but I had to, otherwise I would've lost everything. It was management. They said that I would be more popular with the fans if I broke up with you and dated an American celebrity. Simon tried to tell them that we were a good couple but management wasn't having any of it. I know it was selfish but it was either this or nothing. I hate seeing you cry every day and I hate it even more because I know that I'm the reason that you cry every day. I love you so much and I always have. I nothing more than hate Selena. She thinks I really like her but the truth is I feel sick at the sight of her. Simon is trying his hardest to explain to management that I am better off with you than I am without you. Not one of the boys know any of this because I was sworn to secrecy but I have to tell you because it's killing me; being apart from you. Not being able to cuddle with you when I want, not being able to kiss you, not being able to watch movies and eat Nandos with you. The day I broke up with you is the day both mine and your's hearts broke into two pieces." I said, crying.

"That's all true?" Diana gasped. "Ask Simon yourself if you don't believe me." I shrugged, wiping my eyes. "N-no, I do believe you Niall. Why though? Why are management so cruel. Can they not see what they're doing?" She said. "Well, now you know the truth I'm going to go." I said, standing from the chair I was sat in. "Niall, come here." Diana said. I walked over to her and she grabbed my hands. "I do love you, you know that right?" She asked. I nodded, "I know you do babe." I said. "I love you too Di. More than you could imagine and I will punish myself for the rest of my life for hurting you like this." I said. "Don't do that Ni. If you ever want us to be something again, you're going to have to tell management straight. But do that after I'm out of here because I'll be coming with you." She said. We both sat in silence for a few minutes and then Diana spoke out again. "Can I ask you something?" She asked. I nodded in response. "Kiss me Niall?" She requested. This took me by surprise but I still found myself leaning forwards and closing the gap by pressing my lips to hers.

I had waited so long to feel this again and finally it was happening. When we both pulled back I stared at her eyes and her perfect face. "I forgive you Ni." She smiled. "Thank god." I breathed. "I also think we should be us again." She added. "I'd like that very much." I grinned, before my pressing my lips back to hers.

A/N: Awww! Omg they kissed! They're going to try a relationship again!! What did you think about this chapter? Let me know in the comments!

I love you all so much!!!!!

-Li xox

GIF of Diana crying>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> :(