Dangerously in Love

The End of Us

"The end of us
Its like numb
Nothing
Empty
And just a small shattered pieces.
My heart is broken
But i know its for the best
Lets move on
And say our goodbyes
I'm nothing to you.
But i know deep inside
You still care
You still have a heart
But yeah, let's move on
It's hard saying goodbyes
But its for the best
Nice knowing you."

Selah.

When Ivan flew to Russia, he blocked her all of the sudden which made her feel abrupt and shocked. He blocked her for no reason. He didn't gave her warning in advance, he just blocked her completely.

Two days past by, she kept checking on her WhatsApp. To see if Ivan has unblocked her or not and when Ivan finally unblocked her, she was excited and she was waiting for Ivan to text her first.

At 13 July 2020, 5:02 PM, he finally texted, "Hey. How are you doing? What's up with you?"

She replied, "I'm great. How are you doing? How's Russia?"

He replied, "Am good."

There's an awkward silence between them.

She replied, "Cool. Can I ask?"

He texted, "Sure."

She's curious, "Why did you blocked me yesterday?"

He replied, "Did that to all my contacts I didn't want to let out my movements or being tracked. So I blocked all my contacts till I got to Russia. Which after I unblock them. Any problem???"

She's trying to be cool about it but her heart just feeling the hurt and she felt Ivan is lying to her of the exact reason of the blocking but she chose to go with it.

She answered, " Nope. Just curious. So how's Russia? I just thought you hate me or something."

He quickly replied, "Your funny."

She added, "Cause I remember what I said like if I don't change you'll blocked me so my mind is through the roof and I was numb because I didn't do anything wrong. Thought you are breaking up with me. Anyways, so you're in Russia now? You should've told me this before you blocked me so I know, babe."

He texted, "Then there would not be any point doing it in the first place. That's exactly what everybody would say. But personally I had my reasons doing exactly what I did."

She replied, "Or at least giving me a hint, so I wouldn't think negatively. I look you up on my second line, it wasn't block tho babe."

He replied, "I don't have your second line. Didn't save it."

She still can feel the awkwardness between two of them ever since the blocked.

She texted, "So, how are you? Thank God, you are landed safely."

He replied, "Am good. Anyways, you might not be able to reach me tho after today."

Her heart stops. She asked him, "Why? Did you bring your android and your IPhone?"

He replied, "My phone is really bad, find it hard to even type. Been complaining about that ever since. My IPhone is completely bad, I have not been using it for the past months, why should I bring it? My android also giving me serious stress. Like I can't use it, if it's not plugged. And the screen also. "

She replied, "I see. So you're in Russia now? Who picked you up at the airport?"

He replied, "Our company driver."

She wanted to tell him her feelings, "So babe, when you blocked me, I had a heart attack."

But he just texted, "I have to go now."