Dangerously in Love

Trust

She took another loan for him through an app but it's still upgrading. He then asked her, "What then happens to the loan you took, babe? Is it still upgrading?"  

She replied, "Yeah they do. I won't give you any more of the loan tho because now I've given you $1001 and it's already too much for me and besides your sister got you gold chain right? So you won't need anymore loan from me. Unless you really want to max me out?"

He replied, "No baby and I appreciate." 

She added, "And such after I gave you $1001, you're disappearing from Insta, which makes me overthink things. I'm afraid that you'll be disappearing from Whatsapp too. So many fears. I'm sorry but I'm being honest."

He's furious and mad, "Mtchwww... You're pissing me off with all of this. You are. You're making me regret I ever ask you for money. Because of my condition. It really hurts. To be honest, do you know what I feel like doing? Once I give you back your money this coming Friday, I am done with all of this. Really can't continue with a woman that can't trust me. Nope. I really cannot. You are very difficult and I don't think I can cope with that for a lifetime. I have tried my best to overlook so many things you do but it turns out it's just you. It's your person. You really cannot stop it. I don't think it's something I can cope with for a lifetime, baby. This coming Friday, once I send you back your $1001, I intend to send you $2000 tho. To show you, I really appreciate all you have done for me. Then I have to be on my own. Really can't cope, baby. Just being honest. I have tried." 

Reading this she's hurting and she replied, "I'm sorry you feel that way, but the relationship is a two-way thing and I accept you for who you are and even tho a lot of times, I have to overcome my fears because I have been betrayed and got trust issues, I still trust your words and I'm sorry if sometimes my trust issues get in the way for you, baby. I'm learning. Thanks for being honest with me. My ex did a lot of promises, but he never fulfill it."

He then tells her, "I am not your ex, I am me. I can't cope..."

She responded, "I'm sad that you just want to give up on me easily."

He's surprised by her reaction, "Easily. Wow. Babe, I have tried to understand the best I could. But you keep bringing up irrelevant things just because you can't trust me. Even up till now." 

She replied, "Babe, I also try to understand you... Like when I saw you commented on other girls Insta, I didn't ask you anything about it because I trust you and it's just a comment like you said. I tried to give in to you... to admit to you even when it times I hurt my self for it. It kinda hurts. But I didn't give up on us." 

He replied, "Me commenting on other girls Insta is no big deal, how is that a problem? Probably admire something about the picture. How? Me commenting on a picture hurts. Seriously? Then that means you would have a problem with my female friend then. Because we are really close. The one you sent me a picture of her"

She replied, "I don't have problems with your female friend." 

He responded, "So what is the problem you have with me? Me commenting on a picture. That's really funny. Because last I checked, social media it's basically liking and commenting on stuff. What's wrong with that? You're just a difficult person. That finds it hard to let go of the past and gave an open mindset of the future. Except that is done, you really cannot cope with me or anyone else."

She responded, "So if you can't cope with me that means I don't know what it meant, but I'm just saying I've done nothing but always supports you." 

He tries to calm her down, "It's no problem, it's just a comment, babe, probably just your mindset. Here in the State, it's nothing to admire someone. You even see people telling married women, they look hot and all they say is thank you. No one cares about all that. It's just a compliment. "