Dangerously in Love

Insta Block

Today it's like a normal day for her like every day in her life that has become like a new normal for her, she talks to Ivan, her fiancee. 

She feels bad that he can't eat, so she wants to send him another $100 from her credit card. She then asked him, "Baby, what's your bitcoin address again? I managed to pull through $100 from my credit card. I've bought the bitcoins. So that you can at least buy some groceries and eat :)"

He appreciates of what she did for him, "Really thoughtful of you. Thanks so much, baby. I thought you said you maxed out.  Here's the address: 1LzirURKRc9LXMH7Qxrw5yXZVFdFx7NwjT." 

She didn't really tell him the truth about her CC limit, she thought why should she? It's a secret anyways because she's afraid if he really knows her cc limit, he would max her out, so she just wants to be careful with it. 

But this time, she actually has a few hundred dollars left on her cc. So it wasn't luck but she just has a few hundred left but she told him, "It was luck, I guess. I tried out for $100 and it went through. Maybe later on the billing statement come out, it will be minus I think, hahaha." 

He then asked her, "Have you sent it?" 

She responded, "Yes, I did. So now, your total loan is $1001 yeah?" 

He replied, "Ok. So what about the other loan?"  

She replied, "I don't want to take another loan baby it's too much. I sent you this so that you can at least eat. Have you received it?"

He replied, "I have not. I would let you know once it reflects on my wallet."

She responded, "Ok. What have you been up to? I just got home from my mom's friends house."

He didn't reply to her of what he's been up to, he asked her, "Give me a rundown of the money I am to pay back. Both in IDR and USD."

She sent him her scribbles and tell him, "$1001." 

He then tells her, "Ok. Thanks so much, baby for your help. God bless you for me. Abundantly."   

He then went on meditating and having a quiet time. It's Sunday. It's something that he does every Sunday. 

She feels like there's nothing wrong and their relationship is getting strong but something in her gut feeling that tells her to look at her Instagram followers. 

She lost one follower. She immediately searched his name, she can't find it. She begins to panic. Arising suspicions flooded through her head. She doesn't understand why he would block her after everything that she did for him. 

So she then asked him and attached a picture of the Instagram, "Why did you block me on Insta? Did I do something wrong?" 

He immediately replies to her, "Nope. You did not." 

She wants to understand, "Then why babe?" 

He said, "I suspended my account for the main time. I want to leave social media for now. That I'm bereaved. So I did not block you. Not just you. Everybody following me on Insta. We could still talk here. I just needed to reduce communication with people. We are good." 

He clearly lied because she still can see his profile from her work Insta, "Ok, but I can still see your profile from my work Insta. That's why I asked you." 

She feels why does he had to lie about blocking her? She still doesn't understand his reasons.   

He then added, "I just needed space from everything. Except for you. We don't even talk on Instagram that much. So... we're still good."