Dangerously in Love

Money

To recap of what happened to the money-wise, at first he needed her cash for his mum treatment, then his mum died, he needed cash for his mum mortuary, but then he remembers he has some gold left in Russia that his sister can sell, so this is not a problem anymore, and then he comes up with an excuse that in order to get his cash out on Friday, he needs more money of $2000 to clear up his $200,000 cash.

She has maxed out her credit card, taking on a Kredivo Loan for him, and now she has to apply for a Payday Loan (KTA Loan) in a bank to help him with his $1000. She's now are piling up in debts.

He has promised her that he will give her back her money for $5000. Which she believes that he will do just that. But in order to get that money from him, she has to take another leap of faith from him in taking the payday loan for him from a bank.

The dangerous thing about being in love with him is he talks about the future, and it gives her hope like he is instilled hope in her mind and talking about the future. Whereas the future itself is uncertain due to Covid-19 – so she has to learn to be patient with him and this relationship. Also, she hasn't seen his face like truthfully – so she's playing games of uncertainty both of inside her mind, her heart, and his identity. 

Selah. 

It's 12:08 AM, 24th April 2020, after he told her about his mum passed away, she can't sleep and she's worried about him, so she texted, "I can't sleep, I'm worried about you." 

He replied, "Please... you can sleep, go to bed, dear." 

She asked him again, "Will you be ok?" 

He responded, "How can I be ok? So many things going through my mind at the same time." 

She replied, "Tell me. That's why I'm worried, babe." 

He replied, "My sister, how she is going to cope all alone. I can't even make it tor Russia due to this pandemic. I don't have any money to send down for her up keeping. Even for my mum mortuary fee, I can't even pay. This is too much for me. I'm running mad. I'm running crazy. All this happening to me all at the same time. I sold all my bitcoin just to make up the amount I sent down, even my feeding is limited. I just have little foodstuff remaining here in the house. I don't have cash on me." 

She feels guilty about this, "Babe, as much as I want to help you out, I don't have any more cash on me as well. Last time was on a loan and I maxed out my credit card, I don't have any other means to help you with cash for this situation. I really don't know how to help you this time, if you're asking me."   

He responded, "I know, baby. But this also gave me a double slap on the face." 

She's confused, "How?" 

He answers, "This my current situation, my mum, my sister, even me personally, my upkeep, really bad on me baby, really thinking babe..." 

She wants to help him but doesn't know how, "I seriously don't know because it's the money that I don't have babe...I have to take a small loan to pay for it. My bank account is zero as well. Let's say we're both fucked." 

He responded, "I'm even more fucked at this time, baby. I'm more fucked. Can you go for a loan for me? At least something to last us for this period. Once I'm back at my feet, I send you down everything. I could have gone for a loan as well, but I'm already owing. You could collect a loan for me, baby." 

She feels furious because she felt that she has helped him enough but her heart is touched. 

"I've sent down everything to you babe. Same here baby, I'm already owing two times... with the Kredivo loan and the credit card. I can't take any more loans. It's already maxed out."- She replied.