Ignore Me

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So yesterday I tried to upload the chapter that I uploaded like an hour ago and so I am writing another chapter because you would have had a chapter today it was just my Wattpad messing up a bit. Anyway thank you for the support and I love you all. Let's get into the chapter.

Christen's POV:
I was told by Ash and Ali that y/n was in the gym and if I could check on her in about 30 minutes. I was hanging out with Tobin when I realized that it had been 30 minutes. "Sorry Toby but I'm going to have to leave you for a minute." I say. "That's cool Chris talk to ya in a bit." She says with her classic Tobin Heath million dollar smile. I walk off and head to the gym. I see y/n punching the bags and I could tell that she was hitting the bags harder and harder. I didn't want her to hurt her hands so I walked up to her. I then heard her breathing which was fast and short. I grab her by the waist and draged her backwards into my stomach. She tried to get out of my hold and kept punching. "Your okay. I'm here your okay." I say trying to calm her down. She then turns her head and starts crying. We sit there for a while until she calmed down. She looked at me and then started to panic. "Hey what's wrong?" I ask her. "Nothing! Why did you have to come in?!" I could tell that she was putting her walls back up. "It's okay to not be okay y/n/n." She shakes her head. "No crying is a sign of weakness and I am not weak." She was having an inner battle with herself. "I cry, Tobin crys, Ali crys even Ash has cried. You think we are weak." "No I just never mind just let me go." "Talk to me." I say in my kindest voice. "No Christen just let me leave! Ignore everything that just happened." I hear someone elses footsteps. "We good in here girls?" Kelley asks. Before I could say anything y/n nods her head. "Yeah just great Kelley." She says and then walks out of the gym. "What just happened?" She asks looking at me. "She needs help Kells." I say my voice breaking. "It's okay Chris." Kelley says hugging me. In stanford me and Kelley dated she was there for me when I had my alcohol addiction. We broke up mutally and now we are still best friends. "It will be okay Chris. She has the whole team here for her." She says and I nod. I hope she will be okay.

Y/n POV:

I head back to my room and ignore the feelings of regret. I know I shouldn't have shouted at Christen especially when she calmed me down and hugged me but I can't let anyone get to close. I will just have my heart broken again. I walk into my room and notice that Ash and Ali aren't here. I grab the Xanax and take a couple and head to my gaming area. I log on and join Dixie's party. "Yo there is miss national team." Alanna says when I join the party. "Sup guys!" I scream into my mic. "Yo dude are you high right now?" Dixie asks and I laugh. "Technically no but I did take some Xanax." I say laughing. "Yay the team hasn't made you boring yet!" Zach yells. Zach is Dixie's boyfriend. Dixie laughs. "Wait are we all high right now?" Jake says. He is Alanna's boyfriend. "Sounds like it." Dixie says and we all start giggling uncontrollably. "Well then this gaming session is going to be lit!" "Never say that again Zach." We all laugh and load up Call Of Duty Black Ops. After a while Ash shouts me. "Back in a minute bitches!" I shout and they continue yelling at the game. "Are you coming to bed. Don't forget we have training tomorrow." Ali says. "Yeah just give me like an hour." I say trying not to make it noticeable that the Xanax is still in my system. "Okay just make sure you get enough sleep." Kelley says and I nod. "Night y/n/n." "Night girls." I say and walk back to my area. After about 2 hours I finally log off and head to sleep. I hope training is good tomorrow. 

Christen's POV:
I go down to breakfast and see y/n/n sitting down by herself. I get my food and sit next to her. "Good morning!" I shout a little testing something. "Ugh keep it down a bit please." She says. "You didn't get drunk last night again did you?" I say quite this time. "No. I'm just really tired. I was gaming last night." She added. "What time did you get to sleep." "I don't know like 1 ish." "You need more sleep than that." I say genuinely concerned for the teenagers health. She shrugs her shoulders and picks at her breakfast. "You seem sad." I say. "Whatever." She says looking down. I was going to ask her more questions buy Ash, Ali, Tobin, Alex and Kelley came and sat down. "Morning!" Kelley shouts being normal Kelley. I smile at her and y/n lays her head on the table. "She okay?" Ali asks and I shrug my shoulders. I then get pulled by Ali to the side. "You good Ali?" I say looking at my teammate. "No I think something is wrong with y/n/n." I nod my head understanding where she is coming from. "I could tell last night no matter how much she was trying to hide it that she was slurring her words." I look at her confused. "But she didn't go out last night so it can't have been alcohol." Then something clicked in my head. "Drugs." I whisper. "What did you say?" Ali asks. "Drugs." I say a little louder. "Think about it she is tired, slurring of words, dizziness, deppresed state and angered easily. That is some common signs of drugs." Ali looks down. "Yeah it is." I knew that this thought was hard on her due to her brother. I pull her into a hug. "What kind of drugs though. Cause it can't be like cocaine and stuff like that." Ali says. "Prescription drugs." I say. "We need to talk to her or tell coach about this." Ali says and I agree. I really pray that y/n/n will be okay and recover from this...

1092 Words. 19th of July 2020. Thank you for the support. I hope you guys have an amazing day/night I love you all! 

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