Home (y/n) USWNT fanfic DISCONTINUED

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Warnings: Attempted suicide, baby's death, tiny mention of rape.

Y/n's POV:
I wake up and see Lindsey next to me. I smile and stroke her hair. After a while I try and get out of bed without waking anyone up. I do this successfully and I look over to see Kelley already awake. "Morning Kells." I whisper and she looks at me with tears rolling down her face. "What's wrong Kelley?" "Last night." I try and think back to last night. "Can't you remember. Tobin." Then all the memories come back. There was so much blood. "Um yeah. I'm going to get some food." I say quietly. "Y/n/n you okay?" Flashbacks come from that night. The blood left and my child no where to be seen. 

*Flashback*

"Mummy. Mummy!" I hear my daughter shout me. I run through and she laughs. "What's up bubba?" I ask my 3-year old. Let me explain when I was 13 a guy drugged me and you know. Well I didn't realise but I got pregnant from it. I named the little girl Daisy. Daisy Powell y/l. Yes her middle name is named after Tobin Heath so what she has helped me get through my life, I look up to her. "I wanna go to the park." I laugh. "Do you want auntie Ellie to come too?" I ask and she nods her head. Ellie is my social worker but my daughter loves her. We head out to the park and then get ice-cream. "Mummy!" "What?" "Look!" I watch my daughter kick the football into the net. "Wow! You can be the next Alex Morgan baby!" She smiles but looks confused. "Who's that?" I smile and head home to let her watch some USWNT matches. Her eyes light up and I could tell that she enjoyed it. "I wanna be like number 17!" She shouts whilst we are watching some of Tobin's highlight reels. "Tobin Heath." I tell her. "Toby!" She shouts and I laugh. Soon enough I go to university and bring Daisy with me. "Sorry coach. Daisy couldn't find her boots." I tell the Stanford coach. "It's fine y/n. Daisy you wanna kick the ball about for a bit!" He tells my daughter. She is now 5 and plays on a team in the same position and number as Tobin Heath. She loves it just like I do. I guess it brought me closer to the sport as well. "Mummy look!" She shouts and kicks the ball at our assist goalie coach. "Woah did you score on Ben!" I shout smiling. She laughs. "Sorry Benny." She says hugging the man. "It's fine Daisy. Your doing really well. Keep em coming!" He says and she continues to take shots at him. We finish training and I head home with Daisy and Dixie. "Oh shit." I say. "What's up y/n/n." "I forgot to go to Mr Harrison for my science work." "You go don't worry I've got Daisy." She says and I hug her. "Thanks Dix. Okay bubba. Mummy has to quickly go to Mr Harrison's okay but stay with auntie Dix." I tell my child. "Okay mummy. I love you!" She tells me and I hug her. "I love you too bubba." She kisses me and I start to head off. Little did I know that would be the last time I saw her. I get my work book and head back to the flat. "I'm back!" I shout and I'm met with Chloe and Dixie's panicked faces. "What's wrong?" I ask them. I walk through into my child's room to see blood and no Daisy. "Y/n we called the cops. I'm so sorry I thought she was fine I didn't-" I can't hear anything else due to me falling to the ground and sobbing. I feel arms wrap around me and I hold onto my daughter's teddy bear. The cops later found her body. She was dead. My little girl was dead. 

*Back to the present*  

"Y/n!" Kelley shouts. I look up to see Ashlyn, Ali, Hope, Kelley and Lindsey in front of me. "What happened?" I ask. "You had an episode hunny. Do you not remember anything?" Ali asks me in a sweet voice. I shake my head and then hear groaning. "Why are you all so loud?" Christen asks obviously only just waking up. "Who's on the floor?" "Your kid." Hope says and I cringe. "Wait y/n/n. Are you okay?" She asks walking over to me. "I need the bunny on my bed." I say and Lindsey rushes over to get it. "There you go y/n/n." She says crouching down to me. "Hug." I whisper into her ear and she nods and starts hugging me tight. I snuggle into her neck due to the hight difference. "This was Daisy's." I say. "Who's Daisy?" Kelley asks. Lindsey gasps. "Wait was that your daughter?" She questions and I nod. "Oh hunny." She says and hugs me tighter. "Wait as in Dasiy Powell y/l?" I nod. "How do you know that Ash?" I ask her. "It was all over the news. Oh hun I'm sorry." She says. "Wait what the fuck is happening right now?" Hope asks confused. "Can I tell them?" Ash asks and I nod my head. "Daisy was murdered at the age of 5." She says and I hear everyone gasp. "She loved football." I chuckle. "Tobin was her favourite along with Lindsey. She played for her local team as number 17. Her dream was to meet Tobin." I sigh and let a few tears slip. "I'm sorry bubba." Christen says and joins the hug. Soon enough everyone was joining. After a while we heard a knock at the door. "We are going to visit Tobs. Who's coming with?" Carli asks and we all wanted to come. "Okay we'll just take the bus. Meet down in the lobby in about 15 minutes. We all nod and start to get ready. "I need to um talk to you soon." Lindsey tells me. "Okay how bout when we get back from the hospital. Should I be worried?" I ask her and she shakes her head. "No. Not at all. I just have something that I need to get off of my chest." I nod and continue getting ready. I look at Lindsey who is now just in a sports bra and blush a bit. Wow she has nice abs. Wait am I falling for the great Horan...

1073 Words. 27th of August 2020. I hope you liked this chapter. I will be updating a bit less due to going back to school I hope you guys understand. Love you all and have an amazing day/night.