Help And Love

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Warnings: Suicide attempt continued, Upsetting topics.

Hey guys I hope you enjoy this chapter. I have another book in mind that I wrote in France so I might upload that story as well but here is the next chapter. Let's get into it.

Y/n's POV:
"Okay baby I want you to go into your room and get Lindsey to cuddle you okay and get some of the girls to come into here. Okay I love you." Christen tells me crying. "What about Tobin is she okay?" I ask also crying. "She is. She's just. She will be fine bubba okay just please get out of here." I go into my room and see Ali upset. "Do you know where Ashlyn is?" Ali asks without looking up. "Oh my God y/n/n are you okay?" Kelley asks standing up. "Ashlyn is in my room." I say emotionless. "What's happening y/n." "Tobin she..." I can't finish my sentence due to my sobbing. "Hey it's okay. She will be okay." Kelley says hugging me. "I... need. Linny please." I barely get out. "It's okay I'll get her." Ali says as Kelley keeps hugging me. "It'll be okay sweetie can you tell me what is happening?" "Tobin she.. tried to... commit I-" "No. No. No! Tobin!" Kelley screams her voice breaking. She falls to the ground and cries. Some of the girls head into our room and try to calm us down. 

Ali's POV:
I run to Lindsey, Mal and Emily's room. I knock on the door and Emily opens it. "Ali what's up!" Emily shouts being her normal happy self. I push past her and find Lindsey. "Lindsey it's bad you have to come with me." I tell her. "Why? What's happening? Ali!" Lindsey shouts confused. "I don't know Tobin has done something. Y/n she's. She's not in a good headspace right now. She needs you." Lindsey immediatly gets up and runs out of the door. "Emily I need you and Mal to get the vets and Jill to Toby's room. I don't know what has happened but they need help right now." I tell them. "You got it Kreiges. Mally! Come on." Emily says rushing out of the room. 

Lindsey's POV:
I run to y/n's room and see the door already open. "Move! Move!" I shout at the girl's crowding around Kelley and y/n. I fall to the ground and hug y/n. "Linny?" She asks in a quite broken voice. "It's me babe. I'm here." I say still hugging her. I was so caught up in the moment that I even called her babe. "Becky, Carli and Julie I need you guys to go into Chris and Toby's room. Ash is already in there and they will need some help. Something happened to Toby." I tell them and they leave the room. I bring y/n into the bed and cuddle up to her. Hope does the same with Kelley. I know Hope isn't in the team but just pretend that she is a goalie coach. I watch y/n slowly fall asleep. "I love you." I whisper into her ear and kiss her head. I then slowly fall asleep next to her. 

Ashlyn's POV:
I am sitting next to Tobin as Alex calls the ambulance. "Why isn't the bleeding stopping?!" Chris shouts panicking. "Okay Pressy I know that this is hard right now but we need you calm okay. Just breathe okay." I tell the forward. I watch as more of the vets and Jill come into the room. "Is everything okay?" I hear Emily's voice. "Don't let the younger ones in here! They don't need to see this!" I shout at the older players who restricted Emily and what looks like Mal from coming in. "Tell them to go into mine and Ali's room." I tell them and they hurry the girl's out of the room. "Okay what is happening?" Jill asks. "Tobin cut herself again coach. It's bad the bleeding isn't stopping." I explain. "Okay Carli can you get Dawn and is anyone calling the ambulance." "Yep Al is on it." Jill nods her head and starts instructing people on what to do. It feels like hours until the ambulance arrives and takes Tobin and with it. I walk back to my room and see Kelley and Hope in one bed and Lindsey and y/n in the second one. "Hey baby. Is she okay?" Ali asks me as I sit in the bed with her in it. I sit with my back to her. I put my head in my hands and start crying. "Hey it's okay baby. She will be okay. Tobin is a fighter on and off the pitch. She is one of the strongest people I know she will be fine. We will get through this with her as a family." I nod my head. "I'll be back in a minute baby I just need to find Pressy." 

Christen's POV:
I sit alone in my room crying. I should've seen that she was in a bad mood today. I shouldn't have fallen asleep with y/n then I would've been able to get to her quicker. Please god let her be okay. I then hear a knock at my door. I slowly walk over to see Ashlyn standing there. I could tell the bad goalie had been crying due to the redness around her eyes. She hugs me and I break down in her arms. "I couldn't let you stay in here all alone. Come on we have enough room in our room." She offers and I walk with her into the room and see Lindsey and y/n cuddled up together. I smile slightly knowing that Lindsey had taken care of my daughter. I slip into Ash and Ali's bed and my eyes start to get heavy. I finally fall asleep with Tobin on my mind. Fight for me Tobin...

975 Words. 24th of August 2020. Kind of a sad chapter again I'm sorry but it will get better. What do you guys think about the idea of another book I already have about 4 chapters planned for it. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter and have an amazing day/night.

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