Home (y/n) USWNT fanfic DISCONTINUED

Let's Talk

Hey guys. I hope you are having a great day. I have now finished school and so should be able to do more chapters. 

Y/n's POV:

"What do you think those two are talking about?" Ash says looking at Ali and Chris. "I don't know." Tobin says. "Ali looks upset. Why wouldn't she talk to me?" Ash says upset. Kelley puts her arm on Ash's shoulder. "Don't worry yourself about it Ashy. I'm sure she just wanted to talk to someone else about it." Kelley says trying to cheer the goalie up. Ash nods her head but you could tell that she was still sad. I lay my head back on the table. "Y/n here now!" I hear Chris yell. I sigh and stand up. I walk over to her and Ali. "What?" I ask annoyed that I had to move. I've been really tired and agitated lately. "Are you okay?" Ali asks. I nod my head. I suddenly get really dizzy and grab onto the wall. My breathing starts to pick up. "Woah okay calm down." Ali says. "Lindsey!" Chris shouts. "What... I don't...." I try to speak but I can't. I feel someone hug me. I tried to kick out off their hold. "Your okay." I hear someone familiar keep telling me. After a bit of time I calm down. I look up to see the worried faces of Lindsey, Chris and Ali. I immeditaly stand up. "Hey your okay." Chris says stepping forward. I slap her arm away. "Please don't hurt me." I barely get out. "What y/n/n we would never-" Ali starts to say but before she can finish I run. I realize that I said something that I shouldn't have. "Y/n! Wait!" I hear Lindsey shout. I slow down a bit. "Come here." Lindsey says sticking her arms out. I shake my head. "I'm sorry Linny I need space." I start running and hear Lindsey, Chris and Ali now shouting me. I ignore them and do what I always do. Run.

Chris's POV:
Well fuck. That didn't go to plan. "What do we do now." Ali asks. "What were you guys doing anyway. Did you see how scared she was. What is wrong with you!" Lindsey shouts at us both. "Hey Linds calm down." Ali says in a soothing voice. "No she is scared. She could her herself. Or worse. I just-" "It's okay Lindsey come here." I say cutting her off before she gets to upset. I hug her. "Should we tell Jill." I nod my head. We walk inside and me and Ali go to Jills office. "Hey girls what can I do for you today?" Jill says with her British accent. "Its about y/n." Ali says with sorry in her voice. "Whats wrong?" "We think she is doing drugs." I say looking down. "Okay I will need to address her on this." I shake my head. "Whats wrong Chris?" Coach says after seeing my reaction. "There could be a slight problem with that." Jill looks at me and looks at me to continue. "Y/n/n ran out of the hotel." She looks at both of us with disbelief in her eyes. "Really girls come on. Do you know where she would be." We both shake our heads. Jill sighs. "Unbelievable." She whispers under her breath. "Okay well we will just have to wait until she comes back. Thank you for this girls." We nod our heads and leave the room. We are greeted by Ash and Tobin. "What the fuck babe!" Ash shouts at Ali. Ali looks at me confused. "Ash calm down what are you talking about." "Why didn't you talk to me. Do you trust Chris more than me." I stand there shocked. "Ash I promise you it is nothing like that." I say. She looks at me. "Jesus what came over me. I'm sorry Chris. I'm sorry baby. I really don't know what happened." Ash says sincerely. "It's okay babe you were just being overprotective. It was kinda hot." Ali says in a seductive voice. "Really you like me being protective over my babygirl." "Okay! That's enough you two look like you are going to fuck each other right here. Calm down girls." Tobin says and I laugh. "What are you two laughing about. You are basically dating but your just to child enough to own up to it." Ash says. I look down. "Fuck you Ashlyn." Tobin says running off. "Ash why would you do that." Ali says and hugs me. "I'm sorry." Ash says. "I'm really sorry. I didn't think that it would hurt her that much. I really didn't know that you two were-" "Please shut up Ash." I say as politely as possible. She nods her head. 

Tobin's POV:
"Fuck you Ashlyn." I say and then run off. I'm confused. Like really fucking confused. I have feelings for Christen but it's not right. I can't be gay. I don't care if anyone else is gay but if I'm gay then I won't go to heaven. I will dissapoint my family. I just want this to all end. "Tobin!" I hear a voice yell. I can't tell who shouted it though. I fall to the ground crying. Someone catches me before I hit the ground though. "Your okay." I hear. I recongnize the smell of perfume. Kelley. I grab onto her like it is the last thing that is keeping me alive. "You okay?" Kelley questions. I shake my head. "Whats up Toto." She says using my favourite nickname. "I'm done Kells." Her face goes from happy to shocked. "What?" "I'm done. I give up. It's too hard." "Whats to hard?" I look down. "Life." 

947 Words. 24th of July 2020. I'm sorry for not uploading and for the short upload. I was round my sisters the whole week and she wouldn't let me write. It is also kind off late and I just don't have the energy to write right now. I hope you understand. I love you all have a great day/night.