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We Need Some Help

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Kelley's POV:
I walk into the lobby to see Tobin. "Yo Tobs!" I shout at her. She completely ignores me. "Toby!" I shout again but its just the same response. I start getting worried about my best friend. "Tobin!" I say walking up to her. She looks around confused and then falls to the ground crying. I catch her before she falls onto the floor. "Your okay. Just breathe for me. I'm here no one will hurt you." I say trying to reassure the midfielder. I could tell that she couldn't hear me but I needed to think that I was helping her. After a while she calms down. I decide to put on a smile and ask her what is wrong. "What's up Toto?" "I'm done Kells." She says with no emotion. My smile faulters and I start really worrying. I've never seen Tobin like this. "What?" I ask her. "I'm done. I give up. It's too hard." She says again looking me dead in the eye. "What's to hard?" I ask her scared of her answer. She looks down. "Life." I start crying and pull her into the tighest hug ever. I felt like I had to hold onto her because if I don't she will disappear. I have failed her. I have failed my teammate. My best mate. 

Tobins POV:
I feel tears on my shirt. "I'm sorry Kelley. I shouldn't have told you. I'm so stupid. I'll just leave." I say starting to stand up. "Don't you dare move Heath." I sit there never hearing Kelley have so much force yet pain in her voice. 'You caused her this pain. She hates you. The whole team hates you. You should just stop playing.'  The voice in my head tells me. I shake my head. I hate these thoughts. They come out of nowhere and bring me down. "Your okay Tobin." I hear Kelley whisper. I nod my head. "I love you Toby you know that right. You are one of my closest friends." 'She's just saying that to make you feel better. No one will like you. Especially Christen why would she ever date you. No one likes a wimp' I shake my head. Kelley then looks at me directly in the eye. "You are perfect in every way. We will get you help for this. You are amazing and beautiful and sexy and just perfect okay. I love you." I start crying. 'God your so weak. No one will like you ever.' I ignore the thoughts and focus on hugging my best friend. Maybe telling someone was better. 

Y/n's POV:
I keep running until I know that Lindsey is no longer chasing me. I look around and see a park near me. I go over and sit on the bench. I lay down and close my eyes. After a while I open my eyes again and look at my phone. Okay how the fuck did it get to 3 in the afternoon. I run back to the hotel and I am met by Jill, Ali, Christen and Ash. "Okay I know I am late back but I just needed a minute I'm sorry I promise it won't-" I get interrupted by Jill. "We need to talk y/n." I nod my head and go into the office with Ali and Chris. "Okay y/n/n this is serious okay." I chuckle. "I feel like I am being interviewed." None of the girls laugh. I look down. "I'm just going to let Chris talk to you." I nod and look at Christen who has disappointment on her face. "I'm just going to say it. Have you got a drug problem?" Fuck, fuck, fuck how did they know. I try to hid the guilteness on my face. "What! No!" Ali looks at me. "You know my brother had a-" "Ali I fucking swear I'm not doing or taking anything." Jill grabs my phone and goes onto my Instagram. Shit I'm done for. "Wooooo! Smoke this y/n/n!" "Hit me Alanna!" I shout back and take a drag. "Holy shit!" I scream and then stumble. "Y/n how high are you right now?" Amber asks. "To answer your question Miss Bambi. I have smoked 3 joints. Whatever the fuck Lanna just gave me and like 15 beers" I say slurring all my words. I put my head in my hands. "Okay yeah we are going home." Amber says. "Oh no fun Bambi. You know y/n/n can handle it. She gets high like everyday and defiantly gets drunk everyday. I'm surprised she can even play let alone be called up to the USWNT." My teammate Santana says. "Oh shit she needs to be ready for that by tomorrow." Dixie says and I can hear the girls gasp. "Oh shit. Yeah she is definatly going home right now." Amber says and starts dragging me. "Please! Please turn it off." I say silently crying. Jill stops playing the video. "That was the night before you came here?" Chris asks me and I slowly nod my head. I see Ali walk out crying. "I'm sorry I promise I will try and stop. Please Jill please." I get hugged by Chris. 

Jill's POV:
 I have two options here. I could give y/n another chance or I will have to kick her off of the team. "Okay I have made my decision y/n." I see her look at me with fear in her eyes. "You will be staying with the team." She immediately smiles. "Thank you Jill I won't let you down." I nod. "But you will have to give me anything you have on you and will be with Ali and Chris a lot of the time. Due to your withdrawal it will be difficult on the team and yourself. I need you to make sure that you don't take drugs again and try and stay away from alcohol as well. Chris can help you with this." I say looking at the two forwards. Chris nods her head. "Um may I ask." Y/n says. I nod my head. "How bad is withdrawal." "I will make Ali call Kyle tonight and you two can talk about it. I know that it will be hard though y/n/n." She nods her head sadly. "I believe in you y/n/n. You can do this. Me and Ali will help you and I know that the whole team will support you." I nod my head and y/n smiles. We then hear a knock on the door. I see Kelley holding a crying Tobin. "Tobin!" Christen shouts whilst running to hug the midfielder. What the fuck is happening to my team...

1127 Words. 25th of July 2020. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Have a great day/night.