Broken Veins *trigger warning*

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Hi I'm Kayla I'm a fangirl so I've got no social life oops.

Well I love Lashton and Cake but I'm Muke af we all know the whole 5sos fandom system works.

TRIGGER WARNING!!!

Enjoy

[Ashtons POV]

Another day another cut.

Of course is my famous saying.

I take a blade and cut.

Then mark my cuttingder. It's a mixture of cutting and calenders.

0 days clean.

I've been cutting ever since January 1,2014.

So I have.... I think 235 cuts.

Legs and arms.

Some on my belly. Some on my foot.

I just cut on any open space.

Some kids laugh at me because I never take off my jacket.

But that just means another reason to cut.

I lay down on my bed and listen to deep sad music because that's what definds me and my life style.

I go to sleep and wake up.

129 days and cuts left

On every even year I cut through the whole year. No one knows. No one cares.

It doesn't matter.

I would tell someone but they'd probably think I'm some suicidal freak.

On top of the cutting anxiety and depression, I'm gay!

Woohoo!

I don't have any friends and my family don't give two shits about me.

But we all can relate right?

I packed my bag and headed to school.

As soon as I made it the trouble began.

"Hi loser." Harry says.

"Hi!" I fake smile.

"Why are you always wearing a jacket?" Niall says.

"Because I'm always cold." I say.

Why am I even talking to these losers.

"The sun will heat you up dumb ass." Niall says.

His stupid squad all gang up on me.

"Where do you think you're going?" Liam smirks.

They all start pushing me.

"Hey stop that! Please!" I beg.

It hurts like crazy there putting pressure on my cuts. It feels worse than when I take showers.

"Ow! Ow!" I screamed.

I tried so hard to not show mercy. But I gave up.

"Youre such a dork!" Zayn snickered.

The comments don't effect me but the pain does.

"Hey! Guys stop stop!!" Harry screamed.

And they stopped pushing me.

"Whats up lad?" Zayn ask.

"Ashton are you bleeding?"

Dammit my cuts started bleeding this is the worse thing that has ever happened to me.