Putting up a strong front is always been a default
Being fake was easier for awhile
Hurting myself in any way possible was my goal for awhile
I was really low
It's all a blur to be honest
or maybe I've just blocked it all out, it all scares me
Random dark thoughts in the night
deep breathes...... they don't have a hold on you.... deep breathes
I'm running from the things that would ruin my life
but scars fade
as long as you stop adding them
I try so hard
not to let myself fall back into that old routine
I try so hard not to beat myself to my knees
I tell my self good things
Because if not, I lose sight of what's important
It's honesty too early for this
-Sierra
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The Messed Up Mind Of Me
Casualelife throws a lot of challenges at us. some of us can take the hits. we get back up again after we fall. but even the strongest souls can be lost in this world. and even the weakest souls can become strong. people, faces, words. words are weapons. h...
