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The Messed Up Mind Of Me

De Todo

life throws a lot of challenges at us. some of us can take the hits. we get back up again after we fall. but even the strongest souls can be lost in this world. and even the weakest souls can become strong. people, faces, words. words are weapons. h...

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four : faker, liar

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by sisi7eg

by sisi7eg

Lies.

I tell lies.

I garantee that you tell them too.

We tell lies to hide.

To protect-

ourselves.

The things I used to never do.

I lie.

The things I used to never think.

I lie.

No one knows.

Still I lie.

I lie.

So people don't judge me.

I lie.

So people don't hate me.

I lie.

So that I can pretend that I am not disappointed in myself.

So I can pretend I'm perfect.

To pretend that I'm okay.

I lie.

While I keep smiling like nothing is wrong.

I lie.

My heart is breaking, but I-

lie, as if I couldn't be better.

I lie.

My life has no meaning.

I'm nothing but a faker, I'm nothing but a liar.

I live a lie, and I fake it as if someday I might-

make it.

I know I won't.

So I lie to the world.

I lie to myself.

I pretend to be someone I'm not.

I pretend that I am fine-

that I'm okay.

I'm not.

But I-

am nothing but a-

faker and a liar.