young justice imagines ;

d. grayson x reader

w h o   d o   y o u   l o v e
angst/ smutty
requested

Lately, you and Dick had been distant. He was caught up with work in Blüdhaven and patrol in Gotham. Your bed had started to feel cold as you found yourself sleeping alone more and more. You missed Dick's touch. When you were together, though, things weren't any better. It had become a toxic and bitter relationship but you still loved him and couldn't break it off.
The tipping point for you was at the Wayne Charity Gala, where you were suppose to be Dick's date but he didn't end up coming. Which left you alone, in a beautiful blue dress you bought just for him. You downed a glass of champagne wishing you could just drown yourself in it.
You took a step onto the balcony where you spotted your boyfriend's brother, Jason, taking a smoke. He leaned against the railing and smiled when he saw you walk up next to him.
"What's wrong y/n? Dick was a no show?" He said with almost a chuckle, tapping away the ashes of his cigarette. You sighed and nodded,  "he's just been such a... dick lately." You admitted and Jason's husk voice laughed and you found it so sexy. In fact, you found all of him so hot but you scolded yourself for even thinking that.
"Well Dick's an idiot." Jason said tossing the rest of his cigarette away, "if it was me, I wouldn't be leaving your sexy ass alone at all." He whispered in a deep voice into your ear as chills went up your back. You bite your lips, trying to resist temptation. If anything, Jason was physically similar to Dick and would definitely satisfy your needs.
The next thing you knew you were pushed up against the wall with Jason's large build looming over you. The kisses you shared were rough and filled with lust. You wrapped one of your legs around his torso, forcing him even closer. Jason traced his big hand up your dress and smiled against your lips, "no panties, hmm." He hummed as the two of you made out some more. You slid his pants down and smiled, making your way over to the bed where you straddled him.  You moaned as he let himself slid inside you, thrusting harshly. It felt great and you finally got what you felt deprived of. Jason gripped your breast as you fucked him back.
"Oh my god, y/n!" He cried out and after some of the best seven minutes of your life the two of you came.
It was supposed to end there, though, just a one night stand with no string attached but it became more than that. So much so that you're cloths started to smell like the cigarettes that he smoked. You felt ashamed but you just needed to feel loved.

You and Dick lay on your bed together, the first time in weeks. You were happy to be with him but the memories of you cheating dangled over your head. Dick wrapped his arm around your waist, nuzzling into your neck getting a whiff of ashes and he knew neither of you smoked.
The thought had been on his mind for a while as it wasn't the first time she smelt like cigarettes. He pulled away and ran a finger through his hair.
"Y/n, I need to ask you a serious question." He paused as your heart raced. You figured he probably learned of what happened with you and Jason. "Are you cheating on me?" For a minute, your heart stopped. You didn't reply to him as you were hesitant to face him. Lying will only make it worse, you thought.
"Yes." You mumbled as you felt Dick jumped off the bed. "What the hell?!" He screamed as you turned to face him, sitting on the bed and not bothering to make eye contact.
"What the hell?" He repeated, this time quieter. You heard the hurt in his voice and it only caused your heart to shatter even more.
"Dick, you have to understand..." You trailed off, trying to excuse it but he cut you off.
"Understand what? That you cheated on me!" He pointed to himself as you covered your face with your hands trying to get rid of the tears. He kept rambling, confused and upset and also scolding you until you hit a point where you couldn't be bashed any further.
"Do you know how lonely I am!" You shouted and hit, which caught him off guard as he silenced himself. "Every night, I'm in bed alone, and I don't have anyone!" Your voice broke when you tried to talk, Dick still didn't interject.
"You're always working, goddammit, we went a whole fucking month without sex because you were working." You stood up and pointed an accusing finger at him, "do you know what it feels like to be ignored by the one person you love most?! It felt like you were always putting your job above me. How am I suppose know you love me back if you're never around to say it?" There was a pause, you caught your breath before breaking out into tears.
"I needed to feel good, I needed to feel like somebody loved me." You sat back down on the bed, crying into your hands. You felt disgusting and dirty, you hated that you had to justify cheated on the man you loved, but you couldn't keep your feelings in anymore.
"Y/n, I do love you." Dick said, this tone had calmed down and now he was kneeling in front of your, taking your hands away from your face. You looked into his beautiful, forgiving blue eyes. You shook your head, "you shouldn't, what I did was unforgivable." You expressed as he grabbed your hands and kissed them.
"You shouldn't be forgiving me either, I'm sorry I was ignoring you baby." Dick said sitting next to you on the bed, still holding your hands. "I swear I'll never make you feel that ways again." You fell into his side, basically collapsing as he wrapped his arm around you, kissing the top of your head.
"I love you, Dick." You tell him, knowing that the two of you loved each other enough to get through this. You feel him sigh as he responds.
"I love you too, Honey Bunny." He pulled you back into bed where he holds you close. He doesn't want to leave you either, he brings you close, the smell of cigarettes seems faint now.

A/N: Hey, just some more reminders that I live to do requests. It helps so much with writers block, so if you have any request please either comment or message me privately. Love you guys <3