A Hard Day's Night {Spencer Reid Story}

A Crack In The Glass (13)

Spencer's POV
I turned around and hugged her she looked up and had tears in her eyes I put her face into my chest and dug my head into her shoulder a few tears of my own came out.

"Hey...hey it's okay it's okay... your okay we'll get through this," I said. I moved and lifted her face by her chin. Her eyes were filled with tears and I wiped them with my thumb her beautiful hazel eyes were now red and puffy with tears I wanted to take this pain all away from the both of us. She didn't deserve this way of life with all of the pain she's been through. Her mom hated her. Her mom had never appreciated that her daughter was a wonderful, beautiful, smart woman she took her for granted when they did live together before Eliza left for college she said that they would always argue and bicker that's why she moved and got into university and then got into medical school and became a surgeon.

Her family had rarely checked up on her and when they did it was only her father asking if she was doing well and he would occasionally ask how I was doing I appreciated him he had checked up on me and when she got into her sad days she would ask how she was doing through me it felt nice but now I don't know.

I felt her arms release from me and she looked up at me and messed with my hair she brushed her thumb over my cheek. " I know that this is a horrible and bad decision that I'm making but I just want you to know I really do love you and I know that even though I'm moving across the country it doesn't mean I won't fly back. You know I will. Plus I can't leave you and Apollo alone for that long then he'll get to attaches to you and I still need him to love me." She smiled. I chuckled she always knew how to make a bad situation turn good.

She moved away from me and went into the bedroom I knew that she was going to shower and get ready for bed.

***

I got out of the shower and saw that Eliza was already asleep I got into bed and put my arm around her waist and pulled her closer. I knew these couple of days going forward were going to be hard and we needed to make the best of the time that we have left together.

I placed gentle kisses on her shoulder.

"I love you, Eliza." I whispered

"I love you too." I heard her say back

Eliza's POV

I could really sleep no matter how hard I tried I would have to leave soon and I couldn't stop thinking about how everything could go wrong.

I had told spencer that everything would work out and he would help me pack and everything but I knew I was lying to him and myself I can't go through the whole goodbye stage and making the days that we have left with each other amazing I just couldn't.

It hurt me that I couldn't do that but I needed to just leave alone by myself no goodbyes, no be safe, no nothing I needed to leave by myself I didn't want help I knew it would take longer and be more painful.

I lay awake staring at the ceiling I look over and see Spencer's chest rise and fall with each breath he takes. He's so peaceful and perfect his hair is almost in his face so I move it being careful not to wake him. I fall asleep listening to his soft snores.