Forgotten Mates

𝟙𝟛|| Jealousy

Damons POV

jealousy, anger

that's all I was feeling when I heard Silva complimenting my mate

I know I have no right to feel jealous because it's my fault that he might like someone else but I can't help it.

today is the blood moon festival, everyone is very nervous because well

this festival is when we give offerings to the moon goddess and the luna is meant to be the one who does it

but we don't have a luna and our luna doesn't want to partake so we will have to find someone pure enough to do the sacrifice

I was walking around helping most of the wolves with the preparations since we would be celebrating it with all packs today so no one trained at all. I walked into the kitchen and the first thing I see is Silva, stroking my mate's cheek and they were both blushing

I was the one who was meant to be doing that to him

I growled so loudly and threw my glass on the floor stomping towards my mate and push of that bitch

" what the fuck are you doing with my mate huh, don't you ever touch him like that ever again or I will kill you"

"Damon stop let go of him he did nothing wrong" Sammy shouted but I was soo blinded with anger that I spoke without thinking

"don't touch me you fucking slut,"

I slapped Sammy right across the face

"to even think you are my mate. I don't need you, I never will you can go and fuck other men like the fucking whore you are. To me you will always be a weak pathetic whore whose nothing good to the world, I should have kept Chloe cause she is way better than you'll ever be"

.....

and my heart froze with my eyes wide when I processed what I had said

"Sammy I didn't-"

"you meant every word Damon so don't try lying to me, I'm done here. I'm sorry I wasn't the good enough mate you wanted, I was just a stupid slut" he said emotionless and left

"you bitch" silva said

"This is all your fault, you took my mate from me you slut" I screamed

"you're such an idiot, I was talking to Damon about how he should give you a chance, how you had changed and how you would love him and trust him, have you forgotten who I am to you" he shouted and then it dawned to me that Sammy had called me Damon, not alpha

silva was like a brother to me and I just jumped to conclusions about him and my mate, he's not one to betray family and my mate is not...

"oh no I'm sorry silva, shit Sammy, what have I done, I swore to him" I started panicking and normally silva would help but he said something that broke me even more

"Frankly I hope he gets a mate who thinks before taking action, I hope you suffer for what you have done to me and your mate" and he walked off then I remembered my vow to myself to never hurt Sammy

'you bitch!! you just hurt our mate and you never listened to me when I was trying to tell you to calm down, now we ruined our chance because of your fucking ego, I wish the moon goddess gave me another human, I HATE YOU go fuck yourself' Roya said in my head

I shifted and started to run. I ran and ran looking for my mate to apologize

and I found him sitting by a lake with silva by his side

I sat there and listened to their conversation

"I know he hurt you and I know its hard especially if you're an omega but just forgive him, I know that he may be a fucking bitch who is a filthy slut sleeping with everything that walks, and yet he calls others words that describe his personality but if you don't want to forgive him then its fine. You will find a mate who will love you with all their heart, soul and mind, maybe someone like Micah," he said, my heart was breaking

"No, I gave him a chance and he keeps screwing it up so I will never fall for him, and if I do I will make a spell that will take my life and give it to the moon for I would be cursing myself to a broken bond for eternity. I want to be loved, not to be used, I want to make love, not to be fucked, I want to carry children willingly, not to be raped, I want to be normal and have a happy ending, not to be cursed"

I ran to them and immediately transformed back into my human form

"I'm sorry! please I'm sorry" I cried

'how many times will you say you're sorry if you keep on trying to hurt me, do I look like a fucking toy to you that you can use when you feel like and then throw it away when you're bored if that's your definition of a mate then go find someone else cause I'm not fucking interested" he said coldly and I cried

"stop with the crocodile tears cause they don't work on me anymore"

please let me explain myself"

"no," he said

"Just fucking leave I don't want to talk to you ever again"

I shifted and turned to leave

goodbye my mate, I'm sorry for what i have done to you