Brittany's POV
It has been two weeks since I talked to Sam. I am really worried about him. Mallory has tried texting him but he won't reply. New Years was last night and apparantly mine and Sam's six month anniversary is tomorrow. Christmas was fun but I wasn't in the Christmas mood like I normally am. Currently I am sitting in my bedroom looking out my window drinking a cup of tea. I feel like I don't leave my room as much anymore.
"Hey buddy." Grace said coming in and sitting down next to me
"Hey what's up?" I asked
"I'm worried about you. All you ever do now a days is just sit up here staring out your window or reading a book. It is depressing." she said pushing hair out of my face
"I just feel bad. You know I don't like hurting people but for some reason I feel hurt. I don't even remember having a relationship with the guy but I am hurting too. I just don't get it." I said frustrated
"I think you wee starting to fall for Sam and you were scared because you hardly know him. You always close off your heart when you get scared." she said gently
"Yeah I know I do that! And maybe you are right. But I couldn't lead him on anymore. I'm stuck in the middle." I said
"Stuck in the middle of what Britt? Andrew? Please he hasn't changed! I know he has fooled you into thinking he has but he hasn't. He hooks up with a different girl every weekend. He is trouble." she said
"Shut up Grace! This isn't your place to talk." Andrew said angrily from the door
"Somebody had to wake her up from that fairytale you created to trick her!" she yelled back before walking out of the room
"Is it true? That you are nothing but a liar. Did you even really love me?" I asked getting angry now
"Of course I loved you! I just feel stuk Britt. Wha we had was normal to me and I thought by me coming here we could be normal again." he said quieter now
"You made me hurt somebody that I never planned on hurting! Sam was there for me when I didn't even remember him! That is what love is not what you think it is. You coming here just reuined everything, I hate you!" I yelled throwing the tea up at the wall. I watched as it shattered all over the place.
"You are crazy! Just come back to London with me. I will prove to you that I changed." she said stepping closer to me
"Just stay the hell away from me!" I said pushing as ran down the steps. I herd him running after me so I ran faster. I ran outside and stopped when I was in the street. I herd a horn beeping and a car screeching to stop. I looked and saw the headlights and everything came flooding back to me. Soon all the memories of me moving here, going to Westside, meeting Sam for the first time, all of my memories with my new friends and Sam all came flooding back. The last memory was the night of the accident. Sam told me he loved me a lot and than a huge truck came out of nowhere and I was flung out the windshield. I remember.
"Oh my God Britt are you ok?" Grace asked me running out to examine me
"I'm fine, I remember." I said to her
"Remember what?" she asked confused
"I remember everything. The accident, me moving, Sam. I remember." I said crying now
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"Mallory hurry up or we are going to be late." I said dragging her into school
"Late? Britt we are here ten minutes early. We will find Sam just calm down." she said laughing
"Marie! Have you seen Sam?" I asked her
"No nobody has really herd from him since before break. Sorry." she said now walking with me and Mallory
I looked all of homeroom for Sam but couldn't find him. He wasn't in my first period either which was really weird. When it came time for lunch he wasn't there either. The boys were acting strange so I knew they had to know where he is.
"Alright cut the shit guys, where is Sam and the Jacks?" I asked getting right to the point
"Britt don't freak out." Mike started but I cut him off
"Just tell me!" I exclaimed
"They arn't coming back to school anymore." Brock said
"What are you talking about? They have to unless they want to be able to graduate." I said confused
"They took that test that qualifies you to graduate early. They all took the test and passed. They just have to come back for graduation to walk and recieve their diploma." he explained
"Why would they want to do that? All their friends go here." I said still very confused
"They moved out to LA Britt. Jack and Jack are recording their new album and Sam and Nate are working on their first album as well. They all got signed and are working with the best producers in the business. This has always been their life long dream and they need to be out in LA to be able to achieve it. I'm sorry Britt." Mike said gently
"When did they exactly leave?" Emily asked
"The day after Christmas. They have been gone for about a week now." Brock said
For the rest of the day I felt like I was in a daze. I can't believe Sam just gave up on us. I know I am the one to blame because I told him to stop fighting for us but I didn't actually think he was going to do it. He promised me no matter what he would always keep trying. After school Mallory offered to come over but I just wanted to be alone. Grace and Andrew left this morning. I don't know when I will be seeing Grace next so that was pretty sad for me. I walked upstairs and threw my stuff down and laid on the bed. I broke down crying because I miss him so much. It is like their is this actual void in my heart for him.
I looked up at my wall to see all of the pictures we ever took together. I ripped them all off of the wall and threw them across the room before breaking down crying again. Nobody told me it was going to hurt this bad.
