runaways (c.h)

12- i want to

It's been about 6 months since Calum and I ran away and started dating. Our relationship is stronger than ever and everyone else is also doing great.

Fiona and Ashton, and Luke and Jordan are still dating. They're all doing better than ever. The only real drama that has happened around here is that Catherine and Michael broke up.

They decided it just wasn't working out and they wanted to see new people. The good part though, is that Catherine met someone new.

His name is Liam and they've been dating for about 3 months. We all really like Liam and think him and Catherine are good for each other. Liam is very respectful and mature, but is also funny and nice. She seems happy so that's all that matters to us. We're all still friends and Michael still occasionally hangs out with us.

Calum and I have maintained a sex- free relationship so far. I'm a virgin but Calum isn't. When we're making out and it gets heated, he usually asks me if I'm ready yet. I say no and apologize. He seems understanding but I can tell he's getting frustrated. I just want to make him happy and give him what he wants but I'm honestly so scared. I don't know if I'm ready.

I turned 18 a few months ago on June 6th and all my friends threw me a surprise party. It was so fun and I loved spending time with my best friends and my boyfriend on my special day.

I was sitting next to Calum when I held his hand and started fiddling with his fingers. I intertwined our hands and looked up at him. he grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap. My legs were wrapped around his back and I leaned in to kiss him. As soon as our lips touched, our hands were in each other's hair and we were all over each other

It quickly got very heated and we were soon having a full on make out session. I slowly started to grind my hips down on him, making Calum moan quietly into the kiss.

"Do you want to?" he asked me desperately.

I felt like I was ready. I was scared. but I was going to have to do this someday and I'd much rather do it right now with the love of my life than anyone else at any other time.

"I'm ready." I whispered.

"are you sure babe?" he made sure I was positive about this decision. "I don't wanna push you, I feel bad." he said quietly.

"I want to, Calum." I spoke very softly.

he gave me a reassuring smile and nodded. I went back to lean in and start grinding on him again but he pushed me back a little.

"no babe." he caressed my cheek. "Tonight is all about you." he grinned.
He slid his hands under my thighs and lifted me up. I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck and started sucking on the skin above his collarbone.

I found his sweet spot and started biting and sucking on the skin, leaving a dark purple/red mark. Calum was holding onto my back very tightly and I could tell he was tense.

We reached the bedroom and Calum gently put me down on the bed and instructed me to lay down on my back.
He crawled to me and hovered over me.....

All I can say is, that night is one I will never forget.