Contemplation

Forgiving myself

I feel guilty for leaving him

But I must forgive myself and realize I did what was best for me. I did not deserve to be treated like dirt

I am worth more than that

I'm a soul worth loving
I did my best

I was kind

I need not fret over someone who is hateful when he does not get what he wants.

I must find a way to forgive myself.

You did your best and you were good to him.

The simple fact is you deserved more and you didn't fit with him

I forgive you because you are human and we all try our best