Kaya Pala[On Hold]

05

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Ngayon na ang championship nina Christan and we have a project to discuss and make kaya hindi ako sure kung makakapunta ba ako.

"Makakahintay ba kayo ng mga ilang minuto? Dadaanan ko na muna si Christan," tumango naman agad sina Andrea at Mariz.

Three members in a group raw kaya to go inside the bus when I arrived.

"Hey, we haven't talked for a while now. I just want to wish you luck, hindi ako sure kung makakapunta ako eh but I'll try," I said as I caressed his cheeks.

"Thank you," he muttered and kissed my forehead.

Agad siyang napalingon sa coach niya nang tawagin siya nito at dahil mahuhuli na nga sila ay umalis na rin ako. I didn't tell him na pupunta talaga ako kasi I want to surprise him.

When I got back to the group they were discussing some things and just decided to make the project tomorrow kaya nagpaalam na rin ako agad kasi malapit na ring magsisimula ang game nila.

Nang makarating ako sa mismong venue ay agad akong tumakbo papunta sa gym, malayo pa lang rinig na rinig ko na ang cheer ng mga tao. Malapit nang matapos ang 1st quarter at nakalamang ang school namin. I sat on the bleachers and when the 1st quarter finished I decided na bumaba para i-surprise siya.

"Love!" Mukha siyang nakakita ng multo nang makita niya ako sa harap niya.

"L-Love! Hey I didn't k-know that you're c-coming," he said stuttering.

"I said I wasn't sure, but I'm here now. Goodluck!" I excitingly muttered and gave him a smack on his lips for goodluck.

Naging intense ang laban nang umabot ang 4th quarter, their scores are getting closer pero hindi hinayaan ni Christan na maka puntos sila agad niyang nababawi ang bola. And we won!!

Lalapit sana ako sa kaniya nang matapos na ang laro pero may naunang babae na makalapit, she's smiling from ear to ear and I just wanna rip her face off her.

I just can't do the 'sit back and relax' thing, she's obviously flirting with my man, so I walked towards them and kissed Christan in front of her.

"Congratulations love!" Saad ko at pinandilatan ng mata ang babae.

"Oh thank you," sagot niya at tumawa.

"By the way who is she?"

"Oh she's Caroline, she's frome he-" he didn't get the chance to finish his sentence because the Caroline girl walked out.

"She seemed pissed," I whisphered at him and chuckled.

Sinama niya ako sa celebration nila which is sa bahay lang nila kaya um-oo na rin ako. I texted my mom that I'll be home late or baka bukas na ako makakauwi. I also called Andrea and Mariz and invited them to join the celebration.

"Love drink responsibly may pasok pa bukas, doon lang ako kina Mariz," pagpapaalam ko kay Christan na mukhang tinamaan na.

Nang makaupo ako sa tabi ni Mariz ay agad kong tinunga ang tequila na inumin sana ni Andrea.

"Hey that's mine!!" Reklamo niya kaya natawa nalang ako.

"I assume you and Christan haven't talked about what Steffen told you," Mariz asked kaya pinaningkitan ko siya ng mata. "Okay sabi ko nga hindi natin pag-uusapan 'yon," saad niya at nag walk out.

I enjoyed the night dancing with Mariz and Andrea. Medyo marami rami na akong nainom pero kaya ko pa rin naman.

"Loraine your phone keeps on ringing," saad ni Andrea pero hindi ko na siya pinansin dahil tinawag ako ng isa sa mga kaibigan ni Christan.

Nang makalapit ako sa kinaroroonan nila I saw Christan on the floor. Parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig and became sober. I carried him to his bedroom.

When I placed him on his bed my phone rang again, I was about to answer it when Christan pulled me to bed and started kissing me torridly.

Even though I push him hard, I couldn't, he's stronger than me. He pinned my arms over my head so he could freely do whatever he wants to do. His kisses went down to my neck. Lahat ng balahibo sa buong katawan ko nagsitayuan, hindi mapakali ang puso ko dahil sa takot at kaba.

I cried for help, hoping that someone could hear me despite the loud noises that the people and the music speakers created.

"Christan, tama na please," I cried. He stopped for a while and took off his shirt. When I got the chance to push him I immediately ran through the door but he caught me again and slapped me so hard.

"You're not going anywhere,"

Agad niya akong hinila ulit papunta sa kama at pinunit ang suot kong damit. His hands roamed all over my body until he reached my womanhood.

He rubbed it and inserted a finger inside. I can feel it geting ripped. Nang hindi pa siya ma satisfy ay pinasukan niya pa ng isa pang daliri. He took my virginity away.

Sa abawat pagdampi ng kamay niya sa katawan ko siya ring pagkapunit ng kaluluwa ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko, nauubusan na ako ng lakas. Naramdaman ko ang pagtulo ng kung anong likido galing sa pagkababae ko patungo sa mga hita ko.

"Tama na, please. Tulong!"

"Tumahimik ka!" Sigaw niya at sinampal ako ulit.

"Hoy!" A familiar voice shouted and there I lost my consciousness.

I woke up in an unfamiliar room with a medicine scent. I turned my gaze around and I realized that I am in the hospital.

"Hi maam good morning, check ko lang po dextrose mo maam," a stranger walked towards me and I panicked.

"Lumayo ka sa 'kin! Don't touch me! No! Please tama na!" I screamed when he touched my arm. May mga pumasok na nurse at hinawakan ang kamay ko to inject something but Mariz and Andrea walked in and told them na sila na ang bahala sa 'kin.

"Okay ka na ba?" Tanong ni Andrea and my tears started falling again.

"Christan, he did this to me,"

"Shhh tahan na andito na kami," Mariz hugged me and started pating my head.

"Sinaktan niya ako, ginahasa niya ako. He touched me,"

"Alam kong hindi magandang timing pero kailangan mo 'tong malaman ngayon. Last night Leia took her own life, she's gone Loraine," napahagulgol ako ulit nang marinig ko ang sinabi ni Andrea.

"She's still so young, madami pa siyang mga pangarap sa buhay. Kasalanan ko 'to! Kasalanan ko lahat! Andon dapat ako sa tabi niya nung mga oras na 'yon!" Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga nararamdaman ko ngayon. Pero ang alam ko galit ako sa sarili ko dahil sa nangyar sa kapatid ko. "Gusto kong makita si Leia, dalhin niyo ako sa kaniya! Ayoko na dito kailangan ako ni Leia!" Isa isang pumasok ang mga doctor at nurses dahil sa pagbunot ko ng dextrose na nakakabit sa kamay ko.

And the last thing I remembered, may tinurok ang doctor sa akin and it made me sleep.

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