Kaya Pala[On Hold]

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Dalawang araw lang ang tinagal ng lamay ni Xavion at sa loob ng ilang araw na 'yon ay puro paghihintay ng kamag-anak ang ginawa namin kaso walang dumating at alam kong yun ang mas nagpalungkot sa kaniya.

Today is his burial, after ng ceremony ni Father Jorge ay nag stay kami doon para magkwentuhan. Inalala namin lahat ng kabutihang ginawa ni Xavion, lalong lalo, na yung pagligtas niya sa akin kay Christan.

"Ito ah, every good memory with Xavion, isang shot," Alec brought a Bourbon kaya mapapainom kami ngayon.

"Hoy andaming good memories namin together baka malasing ako," saad ko habang tumatawa pero di rin nagtagal napalitan ito ng hagulgol. "He saved from my deepest agony," I muttered and took the shot.

"He helped me how to be a better man," Alec said and took a shot.

"He made me laugh all the time," Andeng took a shot too.

Sunod-sunod nilang binahagu ang memory nila with Xavion at sunod-sunod ring shots ang tinutunga nila. Habang ginagawa 'yon ay hindi ko mapigilan ang pag tulo ng mga luha ko.

Xavion miss na kita...

I excused myself and walked near his grave.

I let out a heavy sigh and muttered, "Kung nasaan ka man ngayon sana okay ka lang. Miss na kita Xav,"

A cold air hugged my body and it sent chills through my spine.

"I never got the chance to pay for all the things that you've done for me. Akala ko dati imposible na maka move on ako sa pagkawala ng kapatid ko pero pinaniwala mo ako that everything is possible kung may tiwala lang sa sarili,"

I got startled when I felt a pair of arms wrapped around me. It was followed by another, and another, and another. They all hugged me from behind. It felt so good to have them with me as I conquer everything that happens in my life.

Months had passed and every piece of my life are slowly getting back together. Bumalik ako sa school and lived my life like how those people I lost most wanted.

It still hurts me every time I remember them. Minsan mapapaiyak na lang ako while reviewing. I always visit Xavion, before I go home dinadaanan ko siya, silang dalawa ni Leia.

"Fvck life!" Napalingon ako kay Andrea na kakarating lang.

They broke up and their break-up sucks.

"Magjojowa ka pa girl?" Pang-aasar ni Mariz.

Andrea is not that type of person who shares her problems all she wants us to do is to be with her and make her feel that she'll never be alone.

"Shut up Mariz!" Sinamaan niya ito ng tingin at sinunsob ang mukha sa ibabaw ng mesa.

Hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapalingon sa gawi ni Andrea habang nagdi-discuss si Sir Perol. Minsan nahuhuli ko rin siyang pinupunasan ang mga pisngi na para bang umiiyak siya. I know she's strong, naninibago lang akong makita siyang nagkakaganyan.

Maagang natapos ang lahat ng classes kasi may meeting raw for the upcoming prom. Masquerade and magaganap kaya mas lalo akong na-excite.

Before going home we decided to drop in the mall to buy some mask for the prom and something we could use para malagyan ng design.