worlds colliding ; zach herron

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it's been months since emma, madison, and loren went to college. it's just been me, zach and adrian. i was driving home from a photo shoot. i had a little bit of makeup on and i had jeans and a sweatshirt on. it's mid september so it's been a little cold.

me: hey are you home?

me: zach?

me: zach are you home?

me: ZACH?

me: ZACH ARE YOU HOME

me: ZACH WHATS GOING ON

I bought food from in n out but i needed zach to help me bring it up but he wouldn't answer. i was getting scared, i drove as fast as i could. i walked up carrying the burgers and the drinks. i opened the door and walked in

"hey zach i'm home and i-" i frowned

zach was making out with his ex girlfriend. i couldn't help it but i got my drink and i dumped it all over both of them. zach got up and took a double take

"babe" he got up

tears were rolling down my cheek. i ran to the room and grabbed a luggage and put all my clothes, along with adrians clothes. i put my shoes in my backpack and i couldn't stop crying.

"baby i'm sorry" he turned me around

"zach please go away" i said

"let me explain to you!" he said

"i don't want to fucking hear it!" i put the luggage's on the floor and i picked adrian up from his crib

"don't leave please!" zach grabbed my arm

"zach please let go" i said

"please don't go!" his voice cracked

i slammed the door shut and walked down the hallway. i heard a noise after i shut the door. and walked to my car with adrian in one hand and the luggage in the other hand. i cried the whole way to the car. i locked the doors when i got into the car. i called my mom

"hello?"

"mom" my voice cracked

"sarah?"

"yea mom it's me, is dad there?" i asked

"yeah"

"can you and him both put me on speaker, somewhere only you and him will hear please" my voice cracked again

"is everything ok?"

"no" i said through my tears

she got my dad on the phone too

"can i move back in" i cried

"what what happened" my mom said

"i caught zach making out with another girl on the couch" i cried

"what the hell" my dad raised his voice

"i'm in my car right now, can i please come home" i cried

"of course" my mom said

"i brought adrian with me" i said through my tears

"good, we will see you soon" my mom said

i hung up and i put my head on the steering wheel. i stayed in silence for a while. i put my head up and i looked outside and zach was at the entrance of the lobby, i started the car and he started running to my car. i started driving, i could see in the mirror that zach stopped where i was parked. i started driving home. i grabbed the luggage from the back and carried adrian with me. i knocked on the door and my mom opened the door and hugged me right away. i cried in her arms

"mom he cheated on me" i sobbed

she broke the hug and she brought my luggage inside. i still had adrian in my arms as i walked up the stairs to my room. i opened my door to my room and it was just like how i left it a month ago. i put adrian on the floor so he could crawl around. i put everything in my closet and just layed on my bed. i carried adrian to my bed and i was playing with him, carrying him and i was making him laugh. my mom entered my room with laurence.

"hey mom" i smiled

"hey" she walked over to me

laurence was walking

"wait when did he learn to walk" i got up

"just a few weeks ago" she said

"i want to teach adrian but he's only 7 months" i said

"you look tired, maybe i'll take care of adrian while you take a nap or something" she moved my hair behind my ear

"yea i would like to be alone" i said

"ok" she carried adrian and walked out

i layed on my bed and tears just started running down my face. i was blasting music. mr.loverman came on and i just broke down into tears. the night we met came on and i just couldn't help it anymore. i was hurt. he cheated on me.

zach❤️: baby

zach❤️: let me explain please

i cried. he really did it. i blocked his number.

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do

i couldn't stop crying, i was running out of breath, i was panicking. i couldn't stop, i was hyperventilating. i got up and i tried to breathe but i couldn't breathe. i couldn't stop crying. i threw a picture of me and zach that i had from my baby shower. the glass shattered around me. i sat down. i was leaning on the wall my hands in my hair, i couldn't stop crying. i threw another picture and it was me and zach on our birthday. i couldn't stop crying and i heard the door opening.

"SARAH"

someone came running and i looked up and it was hayes. i couldn't stop crying and hyperventilating.

"MRS. JOHNSON MR. JOHNSON SOMETHING IS GOING ON WITH SARAH" hayes shouted as he tried to make me stop crying

my parents came running in.

"sarah o my god" my mom came and placed my head on her shoulder

"no wait let her go, bring her water and a glass of ice" my dad pulled me forward

"watch out there's glass everywhere" hayes said

my mom ran down to get ice and water, my sister and my brother were in the doorway, my sister was carrying adrian.

"here chew the ice" my dad gave me the glass

i chewed on a few ice cubes.

"breathe in" my dad said

i tried to calm down and i breathed in

"breathe out" my dad handed me water

i breathed out and drank half of the water. my dad picked me up from the floor and placed me on the bed.

"you've calmed down a little bit, tell me what happened" my dad said as my mom sat next to me

"i just started off by crying then i couldn't control my breathing then i threw picture frames on the ground, i started hyperventilating, shaking, you know the same thing as a year ago" i said

the last time this happened was when i found out i was pregnant and then zach left me.

"please get some rest" my mom kissed the top of my head

"i'll try, where's adrian" i sat up

hayes was carrying adrian.

"there's my little guy" i carried adrian.

"maybe you should go to bed." hayes said

"yeah it's 9 and i'm kinda tired"i said

"ok we will leave you alone with adrian" my dad got up

everyone left and i layed on the bed, i had adrian in my arms, he was surrounded by pillows, he was giggling. i fed him then he started going to sleep, i went to sleep a few minutes later.